Man, I was really hoping that you had been doing mushrooms on your hiatus and would come back with a fresh attitude and new perspective.
It seems pretty clear that your ego is blinding you from what's really going on. This is the Internet, likes don't count for shit, and people will say anything they want. It's best to try and not take so much of it personally, because in the long run it doesn't fucking matter.
Just my 2 cents,
Welcome back though
@.ODanksta. How's the grow coming along?