That's not exactly the case though. I was fearful in the beginning but I did lose that fear and fought that's why I went to court five times and the case got dropped..my own public defender even tried to manipulate me difference options instead of pleading not guilty.I was pulled over because I made eye contact with the officers passing by. Illegal stop
They turned their car around and came after me and stopped me and asked if I had been smoking. "I consent to nothing and will make no statements without my attorney."
This is why I volunteer my time to a boxing gym training kids. Sure I teach the jab, straight and left hook etc but the main lesson, and one I drill into them is to never fear other people and if they are going to go down, go down fighting. I drill into them over and over, unless you're going to die immediately, don't let fear dictate anything in your fight or life in general.
I know this is getting long winded but fuck man, this shit pisses me off and the OP should probably join my group of kids, he could use it. He busted himself. If there is one lesson I could give everyone, it's don't live your life like a bitch and let others intimidate you into jack shit.
I'm not trying to knock anyone but fuck ... it's just frustrating to me when people let fear get them in trouble. I've been in far worse situations (swat raid for one) and just told them to fuck off with the talk and arrest me if they are going to arrest me and I'm a mild mannered dude that wears loafers, slacks and dress shirt everyday. I just don't fear other humans because I put the work in learning not to be a bitch.
Trust me I learned from this that's why I wanted to sue to keep fighting back and not just let it go..