Back from 1 year sobriety break. Now my highs feel terrible

took a 1 year break from weed.
now when i smoke a few bowls again, i feel anxious.
Im off probation and it just feels different now.
Its a real annoying problem cause i feel like everything is watching me and i just get aniety.
Why is this

you havent smoked in a while and also depends on the strain of the weed

hey man its all good.i still feel this way a little sometimes even thought im a veteran smoker/grower. when i smoke a potent sativa i can feel this way. try to go for a pure indica. this will give you a relaxed buzzed it makes you feel lazy and gives you the muchies. a good sativa makes your mind move at a thousand miles an hour. which leads sometimes to paranoia especially in your case since you been on probation. i experieced the same because i was in the military.

yeah you just smoked a strain shittily grown.

go find someone's good dank indica.

Yeah man find a better connect and get that sticky icky.

And monstrgonja, I hope that isn't you and your girl in that pic.... that isn't a smart thing to do

tom__420 said:

Yeah man find a better connect and get that sticky icky.

And monstrgonja, I hope that isn't you and your girl in that pic.... that isn't a smart thing to do

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thanks guys.
Ill get another strain this time.
How do i tell though?
cause asking your dealer isnt always the most reliable source cause they will often not know, or just say its the best weed in town..

Just ask him if you can see the weed before buying it. He probably won't know what strain it is but you can at least look at it and see if it is good weed or shitty brick weed

and you described it perfectly. I have a joint of the type of weed that will make your thoughts go on and on and on which leads me to confusion and paranoia.
there is a way to keep this from happening right?
and if not should i just sell this weed?

tom 420 im a patient im protected under state law not fedral tho. feds arent worried about me my grow is for personal use only

Just calm down and don't freak out man, nothing bad is going to happen just keep telling yourself that. Paranoia does nothing more than make you worry about shit that are meaningless

tom__420 said:

Just calm down and don't freak out man, nothing bad is going to happen just keep telling yourself that. Paranoia does nothing more than make you worry about shit that are meaningless

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i understand that, its just hard to get it through my head when im high.
just need things to keep my mind off that.

you can keep smoking the weed u have and turn those thoughts into positive ones. invest in a xbox 360 get high and play a fung game. you wont get crazy thoughts anymore

tom 420 why u so paranoid

I'm not paranoid at all dude, I was just saying that if you are growing illegally than putting pics of you and your girl as your avatar seems kind of dumb. You are medical so it is all good