Oh hell yes it is. He used to be a really cool, popular guy. He always told me and my brothers he considered us to be like his own kids, and since our dad wasn't around, it really meant a lot to us.
But he's all caught up in his drugs and his life style. He's STOLEN from me, he's punched one of my brothers in the face over his stupid drugs, and he actually got both of my brothers into a really dangerous situation becaue of his drugs...
It's sad. I really miss the way he used to be. He was the very first person to ever offer me a j.
my best friend dedicated this to me at the time ....
Fade To Black
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye