[QUOTE="Mr.Head, post: 13564156, member: 636380". One of my dogs has cancer and only a few days left. It's been a rough month. This dog helped me through a lot of very rough moments in my life and without her I might not even be here. Watching your best friend die is horrible.
My strongest sympathies to you. I've buried two wonderful labs over the years, and have a third - a gorgeous tan and white boy that's now 6.
I told each of them when they were pups: 'I promise to give you the best life I can provide, and keep you fed, exercised, loved, and healthy. And when the time comes that life becomes a struggle for you; when your joy has been replaced with pain and suffering, I will not prolong your suffering for my own selfish reasons, but be strong enough to put you first.
My heart goes out to you, amigo.
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Thanks Amos, means a lot brother. We gotta focus on the good times we've had.
She was super bad last week, the vet said I should try some drugs before I put her down, I couldn't take her crying I was balling my eyes out, pretty much have been for a month. Setting up an appointment to arrange for end of life stuff today so I'm prepared as to what to expect and stuff, the vet thinks it's going to be a sudden need to put her down so she wants me prepared.
She seems better on the drugs. Playing wanting to go for walks eating lots. She's happy but I'm afraid it's all going to go south quick. It's deceiving cause it seems like she's getting better but they said the cancer is so bad she's got 30-60 days 2 weeks ago.
I'm worried how my other dog is going to react. They are rarely more than a few feet apart.
so here's all I'm allowing myself to have in veg/clone right now, a SSDD that's the granddaughter of my fave smoke so far. 
got my 1st order from jb
