oh no i'm well aware i'm a piece of shit human being, just like everybody else. Also, stop pussyfooting around it. JUst call me an asshole if you think i'm an asshole. I dont mind.
however I do have an appointment with a Dr. for the first time in 10 years so I'll find out if the amount of anger I always feel is normal or not and if I can get help fixing it. cause I dont always like being like this but It escapes out from time to time.
anyways, as far as bodhi shit goes, changed plans a little bit. Making colloidial silver right now, so gonna be making fem beans of Dank Sinatra, Dream Beaver, Apollo 11, ASS, Bingo Pajama, HAOGxSSDD, and if it gets released and I can breed with it, the Double Purple. (The first 3 are F2s from Useful, what a great guy)
I would never presume to call you an asshole, having never met you, and I'm most certainly not one to make assumptions as such. If you knew me in real life, you would know that I am probably the farthest thing from someone whom "pussy footing" around would be associated with. I run several legitimate businesses, and in doing so, deal with numerous employees, and an extremely large and broad cross section of the public. Having patience, understanding and most notably, the ability to respectfully communicate how you are feeling with everyone and anyone, and do it with a level, clear head is imperative to not getting caught up in a cycle of fuck up, get mad, lash out, rinse, repeat.
The fact that you say you may have anger issues and you are open to change should make you feel good. Every single person on this earth has, or has had problems at one point or another, what ever they may be, but identifying that you may have an issue is a seed planted that can grow into nothing but positive change~ Many people live their entire lives in a cloak of denial and never truly succeed at being happy because they cannot get past their ego, look at themselves objectively and make changes if changes are needed. It may sound cheesy as fuck, but looking at things, aka LIFE, as if the glass is half full is the only way to roll and be happy whilst doing it~ Giving people the forked tongue treatment, as opposed to praise and respect, will without fail, snowball into a cyclic storm of never ending shit and sadness. It will most certainly push good people away, make yourself feel like shit and that's no way to live life-imo~
Anyways, may your buds be frosty and plentiful~ And remember, we only have one shot at this game, so make every day count~