Yeah I coulda refused but the same shit woulda happened man...I'm just gonna play their game...I love my smoke but I love my girls more !!
This is the most important post so far, you hit the nail on the head.
This shit is done, you will gain nothing by being upset. I mean nothing.You can't change whats already happened. Rage has it's place in life, I'll give you that, but your kids are alive and well, you are alive and well and things will be fine. I commend you for deciding to play along. It's the best decision, because it makes you appear weak, and that's the point. OTHER people are trying to make YOU feel weak, and you are not. If I were you I would be figuring out how to destroy the life of the person who did this to you. I don't mean posting pictures of them I mean destroy them. You need to hire someone to plant heroin in her house,or in her car and call that shit in while she's on the road. You need to come up with a way to guarantee her a lifetime of hell. I would channel all my rage into that if you really wish to inflict pain.
If you really want to hurt this woman, let your kids see her for who she is and let them decide your the better person, and parent. If you keep them away from her in the future she will have nothing. If she's the type of thing that doesn't care about her kids, then fuck it go back to framing her with heroin. Everyone has a weakness, find it and exploit it.
On the other hand you may completely loose all that rage after this is all over, say fuck it, and move on.
Whatever you decide I'm sorry for this happening to you and I hope you find solace with whatever path you choose.
If you want suggestions on how to deal with her that are not appropriate for the public forum please PM me. I would love to help.
You only get one shot at living, so how do you want to proceed?