Here's a tip for you.
If you need pharma drugs... Then you are growing the wrong strains!
Try Blimburn seeds Cindy (photoperiod feminised) + Barney's Farm Pineapple Express. Those exact 2 strains are what you need to get your life back!
You'll never look back if you grow those!
I have hemp soil with high cbd too. It's legal in the UK and I have several drops of that 3 times a day during a vape. Now that is truly superb. A damn fine combination. Kind of take a away some of the head high and it progresses into more a natural body stone. Reduces flashbacks and depression + current mood!
Here's another tip for you!
Get your self vitamins dude. Make sure you also get yourself minerals too!
Instead of treating the symptoms with vial medicine!
Also get yourself some magnesium!
Trust me, if you load your body with vitamins + minerals, there will be far less need for you to look at the horrible drugs they make for mental illness!
Never rule out vitamins + minerals for your meds dude!