ThE sAtIvA hIgH
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YEAH IT WAS SOMETHING MY DAUGHTER SAID TO ME THAT REALLY MADE ME STOP AND THINK ............I HADNT SEEN HER FOR A FEW DAYS AND WHEN I WENT ROUND TO VISIT SHE LOOKED BOTHERD BY SOMETHING , I ASKED HER 'WHATS UP' , AND SHE LOOKED ME IN THE EYE AND SAID 'WHY DO YOU SMOKE?' , I PLAYED IT DOWN AND SAID . COZ ITS HARD TO STOP ONCE YOU START ' , SHE SAID SHE HAD BEEN DOING ABOUT SMOKING AT SCHOOL AND SHE DIDNT WANT ME TO DIE , SHE WAS REALLY CONCERNED , I SAID 'I AINT GONNA DIE ' AND SHE SAID' YOU WILL IF YOU KEEP SMOKING' I SAID (TRYING TO PLAY IT DOWN) 'NOT EVERYONE WHO SMOKES WILL DIE ' SHE LOOKED PUZZLED AND SAD , AND REPLIED 'WHY WOULD YOU EVEN RISK DIEING JUST SO YOU CAN SMOKE ' .............I HAD NO ANSWER , I FELT STUPID , THAT A 9 YEAR OLD WAS TOTALY GETTING IT , AND MY STUPID ADDICTION HAD ME MAKING EXCUSES FOR DOING IT , SHE TOLD ME AGAIN SHE DIDNT WANT ME TO DIE , SHE SAID WHY WOULD YOU SMOKE IF THERES A CHANCE YOU COULD DIE FROM IT , AGAIN I COULDNT ANSWER ,
A FEW WEEKS WENT BY AND I THOUGHT SHE HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT ALL , I SPARKED A CIGGIE UP AND SHE GOT UPSET , SHE SAID WHY DO YOU WANT TO DIE , I SAID I DONT , AND SHE SAID BUT YOU MIGHT IF YOU KEEP SMOKING , I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE , WHY CANT YOU JUST STOP SMOKING ...............REALLY BUMMED ME OUT , AND REALLY PUSHED ME TO TRY N STOP , ITS HARD TO HEAR A LOVED ONE BEG YOU TO STOP SMOKING
A FEW WEEKS WENT BY AND I THOUGHT SHE HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT ALL , I SPARKED A CIGGIE UP AND SHE GOT UPSET , SHE SAID WHY DO YOU WANT TO DIE , I SAID I DONT , AND SHE SAID BUT YOU MIGHT IF YOU KEEP SMOKING , I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE , WHY CANT YOU JUST STOP SMOKING ...............REALLY BUMMED ME OUT , AND REALLY PUSHED ME TO TRY N STOP , ITS HARD TO HEAR A LOVED ONE BEG YOU TO STOP SMOKING