Being home 24/7 not able to do anything but get help to take a piss(Yeah i get the gf to hold it whenever i can). Haha ive been planning, drawing and calculating my new room. Seems like there is a rather commercial store that have all the things i need. 200$ and things should be great. Now it just bugs the shit out of me i cant do it! I should be able to support myself on the left leg now after 48 hours- said the doctor. But i cant do shit and it hurts like crap and only got bigger. Im very frightened about bacteria and infection so i wanted to get it cleaned today. Was a mad struggle gettin it done but thankfully gf is pretty good at such things. We both had red crosses on our helmets in the millitary, but she got the gold star for doing medic to perfection.
Got a snap without the "cage". Its looking much worse and feeling also.
Aw man its one of these post's i can just go on.- For those of you tired of my blabbing just skip this part
Probably already talking to myself now, lol.
Ive got from the surgeon:
Tramadol Actavis 100
Bonyl 500mg naproxen 100
Ibuprofen 400mg 100
Paracetamol 500mg 300
Pantoprazol 40mg 100
Ive got no guideline as how to take it other than whats in the box of max consumption.
Stupid doctore. No doubt the pills help. Especially when i combine a few with tramadol actavis. It does not feel good, but when im over my anxiety of low puls and feeling like i have to take big breaths, to get enough oxygen in my blood before i pass out, im able to feel pretty numb in the leg a few hours and so able to sleep. When i doze i feel it 30 mins after like going into a blurred state of zombie. Like the body is almost shutting down. They say im horse healthy but really i think i have somekind of heart problem. Been feeling it ever since i had carbon dioxide poisoning its the same kinda symptoms. When im unable to feel the heart beats cause they are so weak its scary as hell. When its extreme i feel like i loose ability to swallow and i get salty taste in my mouth while legs are shaking.
I dont know why but im really bad at getting my point through. Nah its cause its hard to keep tryin and tryin. Ive had multiple talks about it with doctors but all ends with them calling stress after my first line. and then i just shut down until i feel like trying again. No one takes me serious and i give up quickly. Ive walked around on an infected bursa knee for a year. I had to keep comming back asking them to please try to find the problem as it aint getting better. Them only finding problems like chondromalacia and jumpers knee wich are following problems from the real problem. Making me do exercises only doing it worse and getting more pain. I wrote my lawyer today greasing it real good- Damn i hope my case goes through now.. And if it dont i swear im gonna go media on their ass'es.
So how bout the new Jurassic Park, huh?
Special Thanks goes out to my alltime favorite medicine hash.
Smoking something they named zlatan. lol.
Incredibly these legs have done amazing things over the years
But they aint what they used to be.. Gf thinks it looks like they have cut into my shinbone and i now have a "deepening". Have to call the surgeon tomorrow to know whats what.
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Right after this picture i started bleeding from the top. Think i bended it too much.
I think ive used up my talking time. Phew and anxiety or low bloodpressure what ever is over with out even feeling it much
Hope yall enjoy your day and sorry if the knee is too much for anyone please let me know. I dont have to blow it up.. But i do love sharing..