gogrow
confused
I used to take a lot of the powder up the nose. I have good and bad stories and lots of each. I think i overdosed once though and that is the story I will tell.
I was only 17 when i was into it and basically was a driver for the local dealer since we grew up in the suburbs there's no street corner johnny it was all delivery. So one day we made a pretty big sale and ended up with about an ounce of coke and a wad of cash so we decided to get fucked up good. We bought an ounce of some decent bud and started doing lines and smoking blunts. I did a little over an 8 ball fairly quickly but I had a decent tolerance at the time so that wasn't out of hand and smoked a few blunts. Then this girl I used to bang from time to time called and said she wanted to hang out so I headed off.
I'm driving to her house and all of a sudden my hand starts tingling like that feeling when your leg falls asleep pins and needles type deal. Then the hand goes entirely numb so I look at it and realize i have no control over that hand and I feel the lack of control moving into my feet and my other hand so i pull over the car. Then right as I get to the side of the road a big flash like an old school camera bulb goes off and all I hear is a ringing in my ears. My hands are clinched whie knuckle on the steering wheel and I can't get them open, my whole body feels locked up so I thrust myself back in my seat as hard as I can to get my hands off the wheel. My hands are still clinched tight and pinned to my chest like those retarded people with the wrists bent down and all mangled looking. I am freaking out thinking i just made myself retarded or something so I squirm my way into the backseat and lay there and start forcing my fingers open and closed one at a time with my teeth. As I did this I started regaining control of my fingers and slowly over the next half hour from fetal position curled up in the backseat I regained my motor skills. I was shaking like fucking Muhammed Ali the rest of the day and just drove to the girls house and passed out in her bed for like three hours.
gives me shivers... od'ing is not fun at all... never on powder, but i've went too far on the rock several times... just blacked the fuck out... come to sweatin and shaking, ears ringing... horrible feeling...