Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.what you've been posting makes me think you wont be free for long. id re evaluate your priorities
Seriously?? You can't take some kind of solace in the fact that your debt to society is basically paid in full?Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
wrong, you need to get your ass free and clear from the system so you can actually enjoy yourself. if getting fucked up is your purpose for living thats depressing and prepare to go back insideDamn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
If that's how you feel, you really need to reevaluate what's important to you in life... your priorities, a job, your contribution to society. The way you view life is extremely unhealthy. Why do you NEED some sort of buzz? Did you not learn anything while you were locked up?Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
your signature remains accurateHow about adrenaline junkie? That shit will give you a buzz. Excercise will give you a buzz. Running long distance will give you a buzz. Meditate, that will give you a very cool buzz when you 'shift' out of it. How about caffeine? I'm so fucking hopped up on espresso right now my teeth are vibrating. Confront what makes you want to get fucked up all the time. That should get you buzzed so much that you emotionally drain your self and you sleep like a baby.