do you ever REALLY miss opiates?

rob333

rob333

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canndo said:
I used to keep a carefully metered stash of everything. Morphine, oxygen, hydro, bits and tastes of this or that. Kept them for years. Had two bottles of the yellow tens, a thousand of them and they lasted years as well.

Four months ago (I guess) I just started in on them, something every day, every morning something different, soma and oxycodone one day, hydromorphone the next.

Ate or snorted everything I had sparingly, lovingly collected, all of it over a month or so, maybe more. Then I ran out. Gone. All of it.

A fallen man, I paid my nose runny, shitting, no comfortable place or position to sit or lay down, the world is so dull, dues.

The cravings left and I was fine.

But now I have a longing. Every morning. Doesn't last too long, it isn't miserable, I just miss them. Like that girlfriend, the good one, two women back. The one who rubbed your feet and made the perfect corn chowder and could do that thing with her tongue.

And you current girlfriend is coke, a demanding high maintainence little bitch but great in the sack and the one before was alcohol and she just never shut the hell up.
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i miss them way to much and at the point i am at now there will be no going back i wear a 75ucg patch of fent change that bastard every 3 days not only that i eat about 60 mg of a mix of ms content and capranol 3 times a day i have some chronic opaite issues i stray from herion to fent very often back mainly stay of fent as the half life of it isent long but boy does is wack u so yes i do miss them more then any other drug coke and meth is very big were i am but i dont use it almost hate the shit but for my slow i love the shit
 
vro

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I havent taken any in a while and just took 2 perc 10s and hardly even feel anything. I thought it would at least give me a bit of euphoria. My tolerance to this shit never goes down.
 
VTMi'kmaq

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ive eaten my share of opiates. What i hate about them is how grimey folks become on them. If you have any tendencies toward addiction though i'd try something else, you'll straight fall in love. I was given little green 0c 15 for my back and knees........yeah i miss the feeling i get after having a couple......but the repurcussions of that act far out weigh the good feeling sadly. that and most folks that SEEM solid arent!
 
offthechain

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I like benzos way more then opiates for some reason. Idk nothing beats taking a few xanax bars and smoking a fat blunt haha
 
qwizoking

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See i love coke and xanax. Thats my go to when im getting throwed.. but xanax alone i dont really enjoy that much.
 
offthechain

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qwizoking said:
See i love coke and xanax. Thats my go to when im getting throwed.. but xanax alone i dont really enjoy that much.
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Have never tried coke always try to stay away from that lil guy lol
and yeah i feel on you on the xanax part, the problem for me after i get the intitial buzz i end up eating more and more and more
 
laywhoish12

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Well I'm unable to post a new thread....
Just curious if anyone has had experience with Pure Acetyl-Fentanyl Powder.
Did you have a tolerance when using it?
I've heard many people Love it & Hate it and the withdrawals are the worse than that from pure pharmaceutical diacetylmorphine HCL.
 
Kind Sir

Kind Sir

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Didnt realize there was that many people on here with an opiate story. Sorry Ive only used a patch a few times.

I wasnt as impressed when poking. I only STAYED in that scene since they gave you free freshys, cookers, and elastic out of a high end health food "club." I dont agree with them doing that.

Im surprised you "vro" had your tolerance get so high so quick. I guess thats just how it goes, metabolism or whatever. I like pills more than dam dog food.

Watch out on how high of a dose you get to if you ever get on methadone (anyone.) Its harder to get off of than dope itself, which is psychotic. It will definitely get you clean immediately IF you truly want to get "clean." You can potentially tack on another year or a couple depending on different factors. It can be very hard to get off of while you have a job. Liquid handcuffs.
 
vro

vro

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For the people in here that ever shot h does a day ever go by without you thinking about it? I was having a bad night but i remembered how good i felt when i first took oxys and i instantly felt relaxed calm and at peace
 
Sassafras¥

Sassafras¥

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Damn bro!! Been off that shit for years! Now after reading this I'm fighting the feeling once again! Ugh.. Need to go to a fucking NA meeting & I mean fast like to.. Started off all innocent for me, tab here, perc there. Then here came the birds, oxy, the smack! Then boxes, fucking methadone to come off the brown! Now back to chronic & a beer here or there.. I guess my body an mind has just come way to dependent on that shit. I use to hear religious fanatics talk pure shot behind my back & would beat myself up over partying until I seen the ladies that would judge me on it all the time doing anything but going to church on Sunday's .. Don't get me wrong, I believe in the lord Jesus and have him in the old ticker. I just think some is on a moral high horse and the to beat the ones up who live life to the fullest. Just my humble opinion. (:
racerboy71 said:
i miss the rituals associated with use.. pulling the plunger back, watching the blood rush in to the needle, pushing the plunger in, and that feeling of sweet release..
other than that, i don't miss much of opiates, especially knowing where they tend to take me in short order.. no thanks, i'll pass..
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Sassafras¥

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Sorry to say bro, the greens 80's the tens are grayish looking (; or I may be color blind. Lol
VTMi'kmaq said:
ive eaten my share of opiates. What i hate about them is how grimey folks become on them. If you have any tendencies toward addiction though i'd try something else, you'll straight fall in love. I was given little green 0c 15 for my back and knees........yeah i miss the feeling i get after having a couple......but the repurcussions of that act far out weigh the good feeling sadly. that and most folks that SEEM solid arent!
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radrolley

radrolley

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i never really miss them but a lot of us are going to be taking them anyway when we get old. why live in pain if you have it is what i say. just have to use responsibly. people that end up taking a lot just to get fucked up shouldnt be taking them. unless you truely have severe chronic physical pain, then you may want to take it all the time. at the same time though people that choose to abuse it know what risks they are taking. most of them anyway. most people should use it according to their dr imo.
 
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