Done with it all.

ganjaluvr

ganjaluvr

Well-Known Member
I;ve reached my breaking point...

I'm done. I'm done helping people.. I'm done.

Tired of people taking advantage of my good nature... and as soon as I need help from someone.. its like they ALWAYS have an excuse.. or they just don't answer their phones.

But, its all good though... as soon as my AK48 is harvested and ready (beginning of November sometime..) I'm not giving ANY of it out to nobody. I know for a fact some of these people that I'm referring to.. will eventually call me needing a sak.. or needing someone to smoke them out.. and my answer is gonna be a very polite 'No' and then I'm going to end the conversation by hanging up the phone and see how they feel.. give them a taste of their own medicine so to speak.

These so called "friends" of mine.. apparently aren't my friends. They're more like an "acquaintance" than a friend. A friend would at least return my calls... and help me out. So, either way.. its call gravy. I've waited 3.5 weeks now.. I can wait another 5 or 6 weeks.

I'm just too nice of a person.. and these so called "friends" just take advantage of that... well.. no more Mr. Nice-guy.

I realize that I'm too blame for having to be on methadone.. but it was the only way I could beat my addiction to Oxy's and Roxy's... and I've been sober now for 1.5 years and I'm proud of that. But, for the past two months.. I've been coming down slowly off of the methadone.. and if anyone around here has been on methadone.. and has come off of it.. you know what I'm going through. Smoking bud is the ONLY thing that takes the effects of coming down off methadone... livable.

Anyhow, its time for my ass to re-evaluate my so called "friends".
 
abudsmoker

abudsmoker

Well-Known Member
i would answer but you dont call me :)

i know how the come and go crowd goes. that is the nature of most people though
 
`SoA || Asi

`SoA || Asi

Well-Known Member
sweet bro getting off methadone and i know how u feel about freinds
they do take advantage with bud i have people that ow me bud and money but they forget
but i dont
a good guy its hard to come by dont change your karma will skyrocket
 
I

Illumination

New Member
ganjaluvr said:
I;ve reached my breaking point...

I'm done. I'm done helping people.. I'm done.

Tired of people taking advantage of my good nature... and as soon as I need help from someone.. its like they ALWAYS have an excuse.. or they just don't answer their phones.

But, its all good though... as soon as my AK48 is harvested and ready (beginning of November sometime..) I'm not giving ANY of it out to nobody. I know for a fact some of these people that I'm referring to.. will eventually call me needing a sak.. or needing someone to smoke them out.. and my answer is gonna be a very polite 'No' and then I'm going to end the conversation by hanging up the phone and see how they feel.. give them a taste of their own medicine so to speak.

These so called "friends" of mine.. apparently aren't my friends. They're more like an "acquaintance" than a friend. A friend would at least return my calls... and help me out. So, either way.. its call gravy. I've waited 3.5 weeks now.. I can wait another 5 or 6 weeks.

I'm just too nice of a person.. and these so called "friends" just take advantage of that... well.. no more Mr. Nice-guy.

I realize that I'm too blame for having to be on methadone.. but it was the only way I could beat my addiction to Oxy's and Roxy's... and I've been sober now for 1.5 years and I'm proud of that. But, for the past two months.. I've been coming down slowly off of the methadone.. and if anyone around here has been on methadone.. and has come off of it.. you know what I'm going through. Smoking bud is the ONLY thing that takes the effects of coming down off methadone... livable.

Anyhow, its time for my ass to re-evaluate my so called "friends".
Click to expand...

Well My friend I totally agree and relate as I have experienced both of your circumstances. Wish I truly knew you and was accessible so I could help you out. Ganj, I know from reading your words here on this site how helpful generous and kind you are with sharing real and helpful information freely with no pomp or "I am better than you" anywhere in them. This shows by action that you are good people. So look to the good that you are, learn your lesson and continue to be the awesome person you are.

People are in our "past" for a reason my friend...Time to trim those "sucker" leaves so you can find and grow some real "Buds"....

Namaste':leaf:
 
klmmicro

klmmicro

Well-Known Member
Been there and done the hollow friend thing. I used to end up with way more weed than I could ever use, so it is not that the bud was ever missed...but there was a principal to it all. I found that once I started to tighten down a little, the pure "users" found other sources and went away. The acquaintances that were fair folk started to see what they were doing and changed. They started to pitch in and we had a pretty tight group going. I made a couple of friends out of it all that are still around after 20 years.

Pay attention to covering your own needs and be selective with those that you surround yourself with. Let the false ones go. They do not require your support and will use everything you give to them without any thought. Be fair and true to yourself always, and similar types of people will recognize you.
 
G

g0dl1ke

Well-Known Member
I got agro with my parents for making me believe thats its the right thing to do by being nice and helping others, reality is, you get nothing for nothing these days, most take the stance if theres nothing in it for me why bother. Dont live your life for others, youll get left behind. Peace.
 
Nullis

Nullis

Moderator
Hey man, I've been on methadone for a couple years now and hope to get off of by the beginning of next year. My dose is much lower now than it was last year, by sporadically tapering from a milligram every few days to one a week. If I start to feel the level of discomfort increasing, particularly in the morning, or sleeping throughout the night becomes difficult I stop the taper for a couple weeks or more.

There are ways to make it easier, though. First of all, watch what you eat and drink before you take your dose. Don't drink or eat any foods with high acid content (which would include orange juice) or take any vitamin C before the methadone. Reducing stomach acid lessens the amountof the methadone which will be destroyed in your stomach. I always at least chew a couple Tums before going to the clinic.
There is another product you can get over the counter which reduces stomach acid, but also happens to inhibit the actions of particular enzymes that metabolize certain drugs including methadone. The brand name is Tagamet, or any generic formulation containing the active ingredient cimetidine. Take a regular dose 45 minutes before the methadone and the result is more reaching the bloodstream. You can basically use it to temporarily raise methadone levels in your blood over the course of a few days. Immodium AD (loperamide) is also good for relieving physical symptoms, particularly the GI-related ones.

Don't let the so-called friends get to you though, fuck 'em. Just fuck 'em.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top