Well I did it, I broken the golden rule. After about 7 years of smoking and growing mary jane, I finally decided to tell someone I had some weed to smoke, and I totally regret every bit of it.
So I was going to a party, I went to the party. I brought some weed with me. Now I dont usually bring weed with me to parties, or smoke it ever around my friends, or even tell them I smoke it, quite frankly because none of my friends really smoke weed. They are the ignorant type that think weed gives you cancer, and all the government propaganda has filled their minds with lies. So I thought all these 7 years I thought "Nah, if I tell them they are really close friends, they probably wont tell anyone else, but they will have changed views on me."
But tonight was different, I thought I would roll up a joint and smoke it with one of my closest friends whom ive known 10 years, since elementary school even. I was thinkling " hey ill tell him it isn't bad, let him have a toke, he will like it (of course) and then ill have a good smoke buddy friend" Bad Idea.
So im at the party, just me and him sitting out there on the balcony, I have my nice macanudo premium vintage cigar (we both smoke cigars), im having a good time. So I whip out the weed, and some rolling papers. My friend, who is such a weed birgin is like "Whats that? tobacco or something?" I said its weed. then he just fucking EXPLODES, " HOLY SHIT< WEED???!?! YOU SMOKE THAT STUFF, WHOA!!!" and im all cool with him im just like "Yeah Ive been smoking and growing for 7 years haha, I mean its really not bad for you or anything, after 7 years im still fine aren't I? wanna smoke it with me?" I gave him a bit too much info right there, woops.
He avoids this stuff like the plague, starts lecturing me on how bad weed is, and how I will die at the age of 30 because I smoke weed. He then confiscates the material from me stating "No, I wont let you have this, I can't let you mess up your life like this" (Of course im laughing my ass of right now)I just tell him "dude give it back, I have a shitload more, ill just smoke that, confiscating this won't really do shit, your not a better person for taking it form me even if weed was bad for you" But he takes it anyway, flushes it down the toilet, comes back, looks really accomplished and proud of himself. And then starts talking to me again about how bad smoking weed is.
A this point im like, alright, he hates weed, whatever. I tell him to just not tell anyone (not that I need to, he is a close friend), because I have a reputation amongst my friends as a person who does not smoke weed, at all.
So I leave the party, gotta get home. Going to class the coming monday. This girl I know, kind of a goody goody person, still a great friend, looks at me in disgust saying "I cant beleive you do that shit", then walks off, is seemingly pure disgust. im like "WOW WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!" I got a lot of that that day, a lot of people have changed views on me. Apparently a lot of people around here don't condone the smoking of weed. People around here of course, dont look at me as a weed smoker, at ALL. infact most dont even knwo I smoke cigars or anything, most people think I dont even drink. People came up to me, concerned, asking me if Ive had a drug problem, I just pretty much said the whole day "I dunno what your talking about" Im not about to admit I smoke weed to the masses, with the connections I have around places, the news would eventually reach my parents, teachers, worse.
So My friend pretty much told a group of people, who told people who told people. I got some insiders info from a friend, whom said my friend was LECTURING people on how I smoke weed, and how im such a druggie and a bad person because of it. Even though I told him not to tell anyone, even though he shoulden't have. All of this coming from a close friend, Fucking sad.
Of course the news reached a few of my stoner friends, not too many of them around here, but they were coming up to me like "DAMNN BRO, you smoke!??!?! After all these years why didn't you say anything? We should go light up this joint after school man!" etc etc.
So I guess I formed a closer bond with a few people, at the price of having perhaps hundreds of people look at me like some sort of druggie.
So the golden rule was broken, I hope NONE of you, that want to keep your weed smoking a secret, tell anyone at ALL that you smoke weed, or the word will get out, and a lot of friendships will be destroyed.
Its really a shame, all of these people that thought I was a totally different person now have their views changed completely on me.
Its really a shame what my friend did, and Im not a big fan of revenge, but It seems like a great option right now.
