I hear ya man. Its the same here in NY, I am a construction worker and it is hard as hell right now to find work. I want to grow mainly indoors with two flowering boxes having a harvest every month and always having clones in veg ready to put into flower 2 days after I harvest. I am not growing just so that I have smoke, I am also trying to bring in extra income so that I can support my son and give him things that I never had growing up. I figure with the area I have for mother plants, 4'W 3'D and 6'H I can get prob almost 8 months worth of clones off of them and if I time it right, I will still be able to put the mothers outside to flower and take a clone from each and start them as mothers. Everything I have read says that contrary to popular belief, you can grow a mother plant indefinitely and you can clone indefinitely as well. I will have to get a pic up of my 1 flowering box and my mother plant cabinet so you can give me your thoughts on my design.