I can't take pics right now because my camera has a low battery. Just as well, no need to snap pictures so frequently. It's just hard to resist gushing about these plants right now. They've been on the 12/12 cycle for awhile, and at first it was a little hard, because they were growing quickly and I was sleeping erratically, so the lights kept getting too close to the plants and causing burns. I was worried they were going to hermie on me or give a generally poor yield from this constant overheating. And I knew it'd be especially bad if the buds suffered heat burn (I actually never read anything to that effect, but it seems obvious). I even had a couple dreams where they died on me-- although in the dreams it was because I was being incredibly inept, and I'd wake up right around the time Dream Me thought "Hey, there's NO WAY I'm this dumb!"
But now I've got my established females, I'm pretty happy with how many I've got, and it's a relief that the closet is so longer so crampt. I've gotten adept and knowing how much space I need to give those lights, and how much the plants might grow between the evening and when I wake up the next day. (I'm a night owl, so by the time I wake up, they've been in their light cycle for several hours, all the more reason to make sure the lights are placed at least a good couple inches from the tops of the plant each night.)
And, by watching these flowers get bigger everyday, this has become satisfying again. Waiting for these plants to flower was the worst part of this experience. I mean, waiting for them to sprout and form that first set of serrated leaves was a little tense too, but when those first seeds didn't sprout, it set me back all of a week, and I still loads of viable seeds. But now when I go to bed I look forward to checking in on those plants the next day. When they were vegging, I still felt that way, but I could look in on them whenever I wanted. Now they need that darkness and I have to wait, the plants get to tease me a little and make me want. ^_^
And yeah, when I wake up I make a beeline for the grow closet. If my bladder has reached critical mass overnight, I'll address that problem first, but otherwise it's right to the closet. And I get to see how much bigger my flowers have gotten overnight, and it's always been noticable so far. And I'm now able to say "Lllllllll-ladies", in that creepy, trying-to-pick-you-up-in-a-seedy-bar sort of way whenever I look in on the plants. And I have a lot of confidence back as a grower. Those first couple weeks of the 12/12 phase was about the only time I really doubted whether I knew what I was doing. I was worried I'd become yet another one of those guys who was able to make the plants veg for awhile, but couldn't properly mature them to harvest.
I admit I DID come here and start up this post with the expectation to wax philosphical over my plants a bit. But I like to get this stuff out sometimes, and it's not like I can talk about this on Facebook! Can't go over to livejournal with this one.
Oh, and I made cannabutter from my male plants. I made a batch of brownies that did nothing. I got a little cottonmouthed after eating several, but that's about it. But I may have baked them at too high a temp. I went with what was on the box, completely forgetting that you don't want to get any hotter than 350. It's PROBABLY because as far as THC, the plants just didn't have dick. But it's worth another go at the forum-recommended 325. Because I've heard stories of it working, and not working. And the butter didn't really affect the taste of the brownies much, so at worst I'll just have another pan of regular brownies. It's worth picking up another box of brownie mix next time I'm in town.