For the 1st Time in My life...I Just About Lost It On LSD

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HeatlessBBQ

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last week I went to wakarusa music festival in Ozark, Arkansas, USA.
something happened that I thought never would have happened to ME on LSD...

we get to the music festival around 2 a.m.
we set up camp and meet our amazing, new neighbors.
we get some sleep and when the sun rose, we checked out the festival grounds.

while we were wandering around we found this WAY chill head from Kentucky.
she said she was selling some FIRE alex grey blotter tabs. 80 bucks a ten strip.
we pulled her aside and bought 15 tabs.
she claimed it to be true family fluff.
(i found out later that these tabs are the BLUE Shiva Ganesha alex grey tabs)

once the music really started to get going around 8 p.m. we took one of the tabs.
20-30 mins in i could feel that tripping feeling. kind of like you are under water.
and my visual field already started to get a little wavy and cartoony.

around 8:45pm i took a second tab.
right around 9 was when it started to get weird...
for some reason my friends that I were with needed to go ALL THE WAY back to camp up in the west woods camping to get something or put it away...idk?

so we started walking up to camp. which is a 1.5 mile walk btw...
it was starting to really kick in and it was getting really dark.
we didint really have an idea where camp was because we wernt too familiar with the whole festival grounds...it was the first day.
my friends who had the flashlight ran off in front of us because my girlfriend was walking too slow.
this kind of irritated me because i had no idea where to go.
my whole visual field was about lost.
i was tripping over some many camp sites and I felt so bad.

once we FINALLY got to my camp site I was tripping nuts!
for the first time in my life I didnt have much control over myself.
because I was freaked out.
the only people I really knew I was with was my girlfriend, my best friend, and a buddy of mine i just started getting to know.

both me, my best friend and my buddy were on the exact same dose so we all were equally fucked up.
the thing that freaked me out the most...
my girlfriend had NO IDEA how to take care of someone having a bad trip.
or even taking care of people tripping in general...

this was BOTH my friends first time this fucking fried...
so how can I control and take care of my buddies and MYSELF if i cannot even control my own mind right now?
that is all i could think.
my girlfriend had no idea what to do.
my best friend and buddy had no idea what to do.
and the thing that scared me the most.... I had no idea what to do.
and the thing is....I ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THOSE SITUATIONS

once i finally calmed down and got everything straight.
we started heading back to the festival grounds were the music was.
i was missing a bit of umphreys mcgee which disappointed me.
AND i missed ALL of lotus' set....which i am still sad about....


once I appologized from freaking out at everyone because no one knew what to do.
we had a moment with each and every one of my friends. including my girlfriend.
and this was a big moment for each of us. i think it was more for me. but i could tell everyone had a little bit of emotion in their eyes.
it was full of love. respect. kindness. understanding. ecstasy.

I have always felt when i am outside....there is no shelter over my head.
no roof. no ceiling.
but once I had this moment with each and every single one of my friends...
i felt like God put a shelter over everyone I was with.
we were outside in the middle of a field in arkansas.
we literally we outside with no roof or shelter.
but once that moment settled in...
i felt the sky turned into a giant, comfortable, roof.
covering all of us.
we were all celebrating.
dancing to the best music in the world.
TOGETHER!
pure love....
no hate.
fireworks were going off.
celebration filled the air.

it was THE most beautiful experinece of my life....
i think i literally had a taste of heaven.

what happened was what I believe will happen when we all die together....
just loving and caring for each other.
and partying and celebrating 24/7.

i cant wait til I do that again with ALL OF YOU
 
Yeah, you can't leave the show before you peak. It'll fuck with you every time.

Gotta love the family fluff!
 
I didn't read the thing just the title for now, Ill check back on it laer got work to do. Bu its alright, I'm sure everyone ere has lost it on lsd before. I've done it before. There was a couple times where I screamed at the top of my lungs in terror because I didn't even know what to do. I was so stuck and didn't know what to do. I guess a mixture of 'the fear' and not having barely reached puberty yet :p lol but no I've had some pretty bad encounters in the recent past too.
 
Yeah I ate some Family Mop Up one night before a show in Oakland one year. That first set was beautiful. The second set was an ambulance ride.

Never leave the venue.
 
Nice Story !!
You have some quality product.
That is Why it is always great to have a Guide who knows how to get YOU out of Loops.
Fantastic Time from what it sounds like.

Party ON ...
Be careful !

Read Psychedelic Experience ... YOU really should ...
The Psychedelic Experience

A manual based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead By Timothy Leary, Ph.D., Ralph Metzner, Ph.D., & Richard Alpert, Ph.D.
Translated into HTML by Ben Walter, [email protected] The authors were engaged in a program of experiments with LSD and other psychedelic drugs at Harvard University, until sensational national publicity, unfairly concentrating on student interest in the drugs, led to the suspension of the experiments. Since then, the authors have continued their work without academic auspices.
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[video=youtube;xVNKojc1ucU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVNKojc1ucU[/video]
 
Nop .. Not at all ...
A Man has got only so much TIME on this earth ...

He did a very important job ... in everything that he did .... it was the 'left time' for something like this .... for the Growing Christian America ....
But that is why ....We are doing it so much better this time around !!

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I always go into these kind of situations fully expecting to loose it beyond control a little for a while, if I don't it is a bonus.
 
That sounds beautiful. I love it when tipping brings people together so strongly. Its just a force thats indescribble and I respect it very much. I'm glad you had that 'heaven' like adventure during the concert. By lotus, are yo referring to flying lotus? I love them as well.
[video=youtube;kb4p6TB3pTs]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kb4p6TB3pTs&feature=player_embedded#at=33[/video]
 
dude, are you still tripping out, man!!!??

Ive never tried LSd, but i have used some really good x and that shit was the bomb!!!

HeatlessBBQ said:
last week I went to wakarusa music festival in Ozark, Arkansas, USA.
something happened that I thought never would have happened to ME on LSD...

we get to the music festival around 2 a.m.
we set up camp and meet our amazing, new neighbors.
we get some sleep and when the sun rose, we checked out the festival grounds.

while we were wandering around we found this WAY chill head from Kentucky.
she said she was selling some FIRE alex grey blotter tabs. 80 bucks a ten strip.
we pulled her aside and bought 15 tabs.
she claimed it to be true family fluff.
(i found out later that these tabs are the BLUE Shiva Ganesha alex grey tabs)

once the music really started to get going around 8 p.m. we took one of the tabs.
20-30 mins in i could feel that tripping feeling. kind of like you are under water.
and my visual field already started to get a little wavy and cartoony.

around 8:45pm i took a second tab.
right around 9 was when it started to get weird...
for some reason my friends that I were with needed to go ALL THE WAY back to camp up in the west woods camping to get something or put it away...idk?

so we started walking up to camp. which is a 1.5 mile walk btw...
it was starting to really kick in and it was getting really dark.
we didint really have an idea where camp was because we wernt too familiar with the whole festival grounds...it was the first day.
my friends who had the flashlight ran off in front of us because my girlfriend was walking too slow.
this kind of irritated me because i had no idea where to go.
my whole visual field was about lost.
i was tripping over some many camp sites and I felt so bad.

once we FINALLY got to my camp site I was tripping nuts!
for the first time in my life I didnt have much control over myself.
because I was freaked out.
the only people I really knew I was with was my girlfriend, my best friend, and a buddy of mine i just started getting to know.

both me, my best friend and my buddy were on the exact same dose so we all were equally fucked up.
the thing that freaked me out the most...
my girlfriend had NO IDEA how to take care of someone having a bad trip.
or even taking care of people tripping in general...

this was BOTH my friends first time this fucking fried...
so how can I control and take care of my buddies and MYSELF if i cannot even control my own mind right now?
that is all i could think.
my girlfriend had no idea what to do.
my best friend and buddy had no idea what to do.
and the thing that scared me the most.... I had no idea what to do.
and the thing is....I ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THOSE SITUATIONS

once i finally calmed down and got everything straight.
we started heading back to the festival grounds were the music was.
i was missing a bit of umphreys mcgee which disappointed me.
AND i missed ALL of lotus' set....which i am still sad about....


once I appologized from freaking out at everyone because no one knew what to do.
we had a moment with each and every one of my friends. including my girlfriend.
and this was a big moment for each of us. i think it was more for me. but i could tell everyone had a little bit of emotion in their eyes.
it was full of love. respect. kindness. understanding. ecstasy.

I have always felt when i am outside....there is no shelter over my head.
no roof. no ceiling.
but once I had this moment with each and every single one of my friends...
i felt like God put a shelter over everyone I was with.
we were outside in the middle of a field in arkansas.
we literally we outside with no roof or shelter.
but once that moment settled in...
i felt the sky turned into a giant, comfortable, roof.
covering all of us.
we were all celebrating.
dancing to the best music in the world.
TOGETHER!
pure love....
no hate.
fireworks were going off.
celebration filled the air.

it was THE most beautiful experinece of my life....
i think i literally had a taste of heaven.

what happened was what I believe will happen when we all die together....
just loving and caring for each other.
and partying and celebrating 24/7.

i cant wait til I do that again with ALL OF YOU
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Yeah, X ALMOST gets you there. I have to mix the 2 if I eat X or I end up let down a bit
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Same here. X just isn't the same without lsd.. They are like peanut butter and jelly. Its called candy flipping out here I believe :)
 
high|hgih said:
Same here. X just isn't the same without lsd.. They are like peanut butter and jelly. Its called candy flipping out here I believe :)
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I did make it back to the Coliseum years after the bad trip. First thing I did was eat an 8 strip and a hit of X. Then saw Kimock/P-Funk/Other Ones. P-Funk knocked my freaking socks off. I didn't even know what I was going to do during their set as I was there to see the other acts. Still don't think I have ever danced as hard as I did during that P-Funk set. Man O Man.......
 
i really wish i could write a better,detail report.

to show you all what really happened.

after re reading.
my report doesnt sound as intense as it really was.

i need to get better at writting up trip reports...
=/
 
i really wish i could write a better,detail report.

to show you all what really happened.

after re reading.
my report doesnt sound as intense as it really was.

i need to get better at writting up trip reports...
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I've discovered that describing things epically works. Good fluent word choice.. I don't know how to explain it. Use figurative language.. You know what I mean. Make your report interesting as an author would make his book interesting
 
I took 3 double dipped doses at a Phish show years ago and nearly lost my shit. I knew I was in for it when it first hit me, felt like my head was a balloon and somebody let go of the string. We were walking to a hotel before the show and I remember it feeling like people we're whispering in my ears, that weird tickly feeling you get when some talks really close your ear. Nobody was but I had that sensation in both ears, no voices though thank god. Light was bending into right angels and shooting around. I remember getting lost in a hotel and just walking around befuddled. I think I walked down a hall way and doubled back and kept changing direction like 4 times before I decided a way I thought was right. I finally found my friend. We went to a Particle after show were I pulled my shit together and danced the night away.
 
Mort Fink said:
I took 3 double dipped doses at a Phish show years ago and nearly lost my shit. I knew I was in for it when it first hit me, felt like my head was a balloon and somebody let go of the string. We were walking to a hotel before the show and I remember it feeling like people we're whispering in my ears, that weird tickly feeling you get when some talks really close your ear. Nobody was but I had that sensation in both ears, no voices though thank god. Light was bending into right angels and shooting around. I remember getting lost in a hotel and just walking around befuddled. I think I walked down a hall way and doubled back and kept changing direction like 4 times before I decided a way I thought was right. I finally found my friend. We went to a Particle after show were I pulled my shit together and danced the night away.
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ahahah ive been there bro. not always the best times.
 
hiphip247 said:
ahahah ive been there bro. not always the best times.
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But always great when your coming out of it. Sometimes acid trips are like a journey through hell of your mind, but you finally make it to your inner heaven. I haven't tripped since then, I feel that journey into my mind is done with. Plus I don't need to truly flip my shit and end up a loony.
 
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