HeatlessBBQ
Well-Known Member
last week I went to wakarusa music festival in Ozark, Arkansas, USA.
something happened that I thought never would have happened to ME on LSD...
we get to the music festival around 2 a.m.
we set up camp and meet our amazing, new neighbors.
we get some sleep and when the sun rose, we checked out the festival grounds.
while we were wandering around we found this WAY chill head from Kentucky.
she said she was selling some FIRE alex grey blotter tabs. 80 bucks a ten strip.
we pulled her aside and bought 15 tabs.
she claimed it to be true family fluff.
(i found out later that these tabs are the BLUE Shiva Ganesha alex grey tabs)
once the music really started to get going around 8 p.m. we took one of the tabs.
20-30 mins in i could feel that tripping feeling. kind of like you are under water.
and my visual field already started to get a little wavy and cartoony.
around 8:45pm i took a second tab.
right around 9 was when it started to get weird...
for some reason my friends that I were with needed to go ALL THE WAY back to camp up in the west woods camping to get something or put it away...idk?
so we started walking up to camp. which is a 1.5 mile walk btw...
it was starting to really kick in and it was getting really dark.
we didint really have an idea where camp was because we wernt too familiar with the whole festival grounds...it was the first day.
my friends who had the flashlight ran off in front of us because my girlfriend was walking too slow.
this kind of irritated me because i had no idea where to go.
my whole visual field was about lost.
i was tripping over some many camp sites and I felt so bad.
once we FINALLY got to my camp site I was tripping nuts!
for the first time in my life I didnt have much control over myself.
because I was freaked out.
the only people I really knew I was with was my girlfriend, my best friend, and a buddy of mine i just started getting to know.
both me, my best friend and my buddy were on the exact same dose so we all were equally fucked up.
the thing that freaked me out the most...
my girlfriend had NO IDEA how to take care of someone having a bad trip.
or even taking care of people tripping in general...
this was BOTH my friends first time this fucking fried...
so how can I control and take care of my buddies and MYSELF if i cannot even control my own mind right now?
that is all i could think.
my girlfriend had no idea what to do.
my best friend and buddy had no idea what to do.
and the thing that scared me the most.... I had no idea what to do.
and the thing is....I ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THOSE SITUATIONS
once i finally calmed down and got everything straight.
we started heading back to the festival grounds were the music was.
i was missing a bit of umphreys mcgee which disappointed me.
AND i missed ALL of lotus' set....which i am still sad about....
once I appologized from freaking out at everyone because no one knew what to do.
we had a moment with each and every one of my friends. including my girlfriend.
and this was a big moment for each of us. i think it was more for me. but i could tell everyone had a little bit of emotion in their eyes.
it was full of love. respect. kindness. understanding. ecstasy.
I have always felt when i am outside....there is no shelter over my head.
no roof. no ceiling.
but once I had this moment with each and every single one of my friends...
i felt like God put a shelter over everyone I was with.
we were outside in the middle of a field in arkansas.
we literally we outside with no roof or shelter.
but once that moment settled in...
i felt the sky turned into a giant, comfortable, roof.
covering all of us.
we were all celebrating.
dancing to the best music in the world.
TOGETHER!
pure love....
no hate.
fireworks were going off.
celebration filled the air.
it was THE most beautiful experinece of my life....
i think i literally had a taste of heaven.
what happened was what I believe will happen when we all die together....
just loving and caring for each other.
and partying and celebrating 24/7.
i cant wait til I do that again with ALL OF YOU
something happened that I thought never would have happened to ME on LSD...
we get to the music festival around 2 a.m.
we set up camp and meet our amazing, new neighbors.
we get some sleep and when the sun rose, we checked out the festival grounds.
while we were wandering around we found this WAY chill head from Kentucky.
she said she was selling some FIRE alex grey blotter tabs. 80 bucks a ten strip.
we pulled her aside and bought 15 tabs.
she claimed it to be true family fluff.
(i found out later that these tabs are the BLUE Shiva Ganesha alex grey tabs)
once the music really started to get going around 8 p.m. we took one of the tabs.
20-30 mins in i could feel that tripping feeling. kind of like you are under water.
and my visual field already started to get a little wavy and cartoony.
around 8:45pm i took a second tab.
right around 9 was when it started to get weird...
for some reason my friends that I were with needed to go ALL THE WAY back to camp up in the west woods camping to get something or put it away...idk?
so we started walking up to camp. which is a 1.5 mile walk btw...
it was starting to really kick in and it was getting really dark.
we didint really have an idea where camp was because we wernt too familiar with the whole festival grounds...it was the first day.
my friends who had the flashlight ran off in front of us because my girlfriend was walking too slow.
this kind of irritated me because i had no idea where to go.
my whole visual field was about lost.
i was tripping over some many camp sites and I felt so bad.
once we FINALLY got to my camp site I was tripping nuts!
for the first time in my life I didnt have much control over myself.
because I was freaked out.
the only people I really knew I was with was my girlfriend, my best friend, and a buddy of mine i just started getting to know.
both me, my best friend and my buddy were on the exact same dose so we all were equally fucked up.
the thing that freaked me out the most...
my girlfriend had NO IDEA how to take care of someone having a bad trip.
or even taking care of people tripping in general...
this was BOTH my friends first time this fucking fried...
so how can I control and take care of my buddies and MYSELF if i cannot even control my own mind right now?
that is all i could think.
my girlfriend had no idea what to do.
my best friend and buddy had no idea what to do.
and the thing that scared me the most.... I had no idea what to do.
and the thing is....I ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THOSE SITUATIONS
once i finally calmed down and got everything straight.
we started heading back to the festival grounds were the music was.
i was missing a bit of umphreys mcgee which disappointed me.
AND i missed ALL of lotus' set....which i am still sad about....
once I appologized from freaking out at everyone because no one knew what to do.
we had a moment with each and every one of my friends. including my girlfriend.
and this was a big moment for each of us. i think it was more for me. but i could tell everyone had a little bit of emotion in their eyes.
it was full of love. respect. kindness. understanding. ecstasy.
I have always felt when i am outside....there is no shelter over my head.
no roof. no ceiling.
but once I had this moment with each and every single one of my friends...
i felt like God put a shelter over everyone I was with.
we were outside in the middle of a field in arkansas.
we literally we outside with no roof or shelter.
but once that moment settled in...
i felt the sky turned into a giant, comfortable, roof.
covering all of us.
we were all celebrating.
dancing to the best music in the world.
TOGETHER!
pure love....
no hate.
fireworks were going off.
celebration filled the air.
it was THE most beautiful experinece of my life....
i think i literally had a taste of heaven.
what happened was what I believe will happen when we all die together....
just loving and caring for each other.
and partying and celebrating 24/7.
i cant wait til I do that again with ALL OF YOU