fuck where I live, I want to change my life

Straight up G

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Well over the last month, ive had a breakdown emotionally and physically. IM usually at the gym 3 times a week, drinking water, eating vitamens, staying heathy Now im drinking rum and eating colotopins and sleeping most of the day, lets just say im super fucking depressed.

Im a 23 year old college student, who lost two close relatives this year and put me in a slump in school. Pretty much theres a chance I may no be able to go back to school next semester due to academic probation bullshit. On top of all this horseshit, I find out my girlfriend has been talking to my brother , sending nude pics to him and shit and that put me off the deepend.:wall::wall:

I just want to sell everything I own, besides my laptop and clothing and move the fuck away from here. I dont give a fuck If i have to work at mcdonalds for a few months to get my feet back on the ground in my new location. I just want to VANISH, FUCK MY FAMILY GIRLFRIEND SCHOOL IM SICK OF IT AND IM HAVING THOUGHTS THAT I SHOULDNT! I need a desperate change and I need it now. How long does one think It may take me to get a decent apartment, to live in and just start my life over there? Sorry for the extreme raging, but Sometimes this seems like the only place I can. :wall:
Try and get through it, or, fuck your brother and your gf and get out of there, I am 23 and feel the same way.
 

BackDoorMan

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Try and get through it, or, fuck your brother and your gf and get out of there, I am 23 and feel the same way.

To be honest... i'm 27 and wanna do the samething.. just pack up and hit the road.. I just don't ever wanna stop.. I wanna be a train hopper.. but I'm too spoiled for that.. I can't go any longer than a day without a shower.. and have a hard enough time sleeping on a couch... though I sleep fairly well in my truck.. aslong as no dikhead cops come knocking on my window.. bastards
 

Straight up G

New Member
Ain't new use sticking around, I have been to some unique places and learned a lot from the world for 23 and I can go more than a day without a shower or a building to live in ;-)
 

Moldy

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Ah, at 23 shit can be overwhelming. I have grandchildren about that age but the main thing is stay focused on school. Damn, I did stupid things at that age but the dumbest move was dropping out of school. Period. I had to work that much harder to get anywhere but I managed to get to where I am today (old).

It just would have been sooooo much easier if I had a degree and thought more with my brain instead of my dick. Dump the brother stealer for one then find someone you trust to talk this thing through. Best of luck to you in your new future!
 

cbtwohundread

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everyday theres another bridge to cross.,.,life a short bumpy foggy road.,.,but i love it so.,.,after every storm there must be a calm.,.smoke ure weed and suceed.,.throw down the rum it'a make ya tumble down.,.,.,hope all gets betr
 

worm5376

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Seems as if you are in a bit of a Runt kid. IMHO I suggest you drop the new habits and Get your mind clear. Then sit back and think What should you do, Never rush into judgment.
 

Logges

Active Member
im assuming you live in a "developed" country
dude, move to a COOLER country
you could work for one/two more years, save it,
then go live by the beach, somewhere in the pacific, southamerica
set up a headshop, surfing, tatoo, blabla (there are not many here, we need more, trust me)
get a busty brunnete

and live life how its meant to be.
the cops here are the niccest people.
food is freakin amazing and cheap
beer is awesome

listen, ive met many foreigners from countries like the US, britain, germany, etc.
and they all have an easy job, make tons of money, live by the beach and smoke pot.

the quality of life in developed countries is disgusting.
i dont assure your gf wont send pics over to anybody, but for sure life will be easier.
 

Lindseyb

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Ive contemplated this, then I got back on my meds. Although I still want to move and get out of this shit hole in Oklahoma I realize there are more strings attached and it would be hella stressfull.
 
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