It sounds like you are at rock bottom. No one expects to get a dui honestly, i'm 22 and have like 5 friends who have got DUI's, two of them were only 17 at the time. Honestly you just gotta focus on other shit. The growing is probably what got you the DUI in the first place. That sounds stupid, but its not. If you think about it you spend a ton of time planning, taking care of, and thinking about a huge harvest from your plants, perhaps all of the energy you've spent on it, has taken away from the everyday shit you're doing and getting the DUI was just simply the result of over doing everything, except for the important shit in you're life. It's gonna be fine tho either way, you'll have to spend a bunch of time taking classes, not drinking, and overall just not driving, but a year from now you'll realize it was worth the wait and driving will be that much more worth it. As for the plants I would definitely notify a close friend and propose an offer. Split it 50/50. In exchange for him driving you and him to the location, he will receive half of the product. Hell you could even tell him where it is and he could do it by himself, and also let him use your car since you will still have it. Do whatever it takes to keep on moving. All this shit is just one big wake up call to get your life together and avoid bullshit in the future.