hiding in the shadows

sarah22 · Feb 23, 2010

my fears...

something happening to my parents, my dog, my friends (this one keeps me up at night, some nights shaking and crying because im so scared of losing them)

im afraid of being an even bigger fuck-up than i've already accomplished and seriously disappointing my family.

im afraid of myself

im afraid of what will happen to me in the future with the career choice i want and my blatant disregard for the power of politics. im afraid that i might do something very great in the field of science and not be able to do anything with my findings because of political interest.

im afraid of dying before i can achieve greatness

im afraid of losing my freedoms and my right to privacy over war and politics that i dont support and couldnt care less about.

im afraid of falling in love, and allowing another person into my heart, my head and my body.

im afraid that i'll never actually get anywhere in life because i havent got enough money.

im afraid that sometimes...im too honest.

robert 14617 · Feb 23, 2010

i share some of your fears sarah but have made it to a point in life im ok with my achievements ,sr mechanic with a major air line , i just don't want to ever let my family down

Straight up G · Feb 23, 2010

life is a fucked thing anyone that thinks they understand it, does not!

DoeEyed · Feb 23, 2010

I'm afraid of large machinery - backhoes, cranes, etc. I don't know why...That stuff just scares the shit out of me. :wall:

Terrified of heights, as well.

Mrs. Worm · Feb 23, 2010

I agree with the single mother comment, and the spider comment.

I'm scared to death of ANYTHING bad ever happening to my daughter. Of ever losing her. Of becoming a POS mom like my own mother. Of my daughter ending up like me: in a shitty job, with no real stability in any aspect of my life.

Spiders, roaches, and most other bugs make my skin crawl & my stomach turn.
Not too fond of heights either.

Scared of my in-laws too. Not because they're bad or mean people (they're not either), but because I don't want them to dislike me. But I'm not exactly Ms. Sociable.

Babs34 · Feb 23, 2010

Mrs. Worm said:
I agree with the single mother comment, and the spider comment.

I'm scared to death of ANYTHING bad ever happening to my daughter. Of ever losing her. Of becoming a POS mom like my own mother. Of my daughter ending up like me: in a shitty job, with no real stability in any aspect of my life.

Spiders, roaches, and most other bugs make my skin crawl & my stomach turn.
Not too fond of heights either.

Scared of my in-laws too. Not because they're bad or mean people (they're not either), but because I don't want them to dislike me. But I'm not exactly Ms. Sociable.

Being a single mother is by far the HARDEST job in the world where no words could even begin to embark upon the challenges encountered on a daily...more realisticly, moment by moment basis.

Roaches!!! Roaches PETRIFY me. I will turn a house upside down if I ever find one...screaming and ranting like a little girl. SHIVER.......and when I actually kill it........
I HATE roaches...AND fear them.

Babs34 · Feb 23, 2010

sarah22 said:
my fears...

something happening to my parents, my dog, my friends (this one keeps me up at night, some nights shaking and crying because im so scared of losing them)

im afraid of being an even bigger fuck-up than i've already accomplished and seriously disappointing my family.

im afraid of myself

im afraid of what will happen to me in the future with the career choice i want and my blatant disregard for the power of politics. im afraid that i might do something very great in the field of science and not be able to do anything with my findings because of political interest.

im afraid of dying before i can achieve greatness

im afraid of losing my freedoms and my right to privacy over war and politics that i dont support and couldnt care less about.

im afraid of falling in love, and allowing another person into my heart, my head and my body.

im afraid that i'll never actually get anywhere in life because i havent got enough money.

im afraid that sometimes...im too honest.

Appreciate your honesty. I think it's safe to say you covered the very same things that we all, as humans, fear.

Just remember, it is the fear that brings you to fruition in whatever course you choose...if measured proportionately.

worm5376 · Feb 23, 2010

Babs34 said:
Being a single mother is by far the HARDEST job in the world where no words could even begin to embark upon the challenges encountered on a dail

I get what my fiance is saying but, she's not a single mother and if she is then someone failed to notify me that the woman sleeping next to me is my roomate and not my fiance

I'm gonna slap her right now.............. Okay I just lightly slapped her while she is asleep and nothing happened to me! Yaye!!!!! Lol once she reads this shell prolly kick my ass when I least expect it. As soon as she gets up were going to breakfast. I'm deathly affraid of missing a little alone time with my wifey. Its the little things in life that I'm most affraid of missing.

justperk · Feb 23, 2010

worm5376 said:
Its the little things in life that I'm most affraid of missing.

its the little things in life......that piss me off

Mrs. Worm · Feb 23, 2010

Just a little factoid: I USED TO BE A SINGLE MOTHER. Nowhere in my post did I say I was one. I mearly said I agreed with the single mother comment. Thank you, carry on now.

Stoney McFried · Feb 23, 2010

June bugs.They have cloaking devices.And I've seen one stay in a can of water for a week and revive once it was dumped.

robert 14617 · Feb 23, 2010

i had a night mare wile having high fever when i was young , i dreamed i was covered with daddy long leg spiders from head to toe , they creep me out to this day , i refuse to touch one , i have handled tarantulas its not the same

Priscilla420 · Feb 23, 2010

^^^^^ I fear anything that looks like that!! :shock:

Mrs. Worm · Feb 23, 2010

robert 14617 said:
i had a night mare wile having high fever when i was young , i dreamed i was covered with daddy long leg spiders from head to toe , they creep me out to this day , i refuse to touch one , i have handled tarantulas its not the same

Holy shit. That picture made my skin crawl. Ooooh heebie jeebie.

sarah22 · Feb 24, 2010

lol i love spiders...they seem to like me too. i had one hang out on the wall in the bathroom next to the sink for almost a full 2 days without going anywhere. he stayed in the same spot give or take a couple inches...my dad wanted to kill it and i yelled at him. i made sure nobody touched my little dude! lol

robert 14617 · Feb 24, 2010

i don't let people kill the jumping spiders they look like teady beears with eight legs

DoeEyed · Feb 24, 2010

Oh God....Now if that critter was real, Robert, I'd be hightailing it to another planet!

Inlovewithapothead · Feb 24, 2010

Awww... Its kinda cute

sarah22 · Feb 25, 2010

robert 14617 said:
i don't let people kill the jumping spiders they look like teady beears with eight legs

awww i want one! i'd love to have a bearspider! :bigjoint:

mexiblunt · Feb 25, 2010

Inlovewithapothead said:
Being a single mother my only fear is failing at the only thing in cant possibly fail at.
I never really understood the struggle till I had to do it on my own .

I am affraid that I'll never have that fear. I would love to have a kid or kids. I could handle being a single dad If I had to.

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