I've heard about it but never read much, looking for articles in ncbl right now, maybe I'll give it a try, I've used Pristiq (snri) for some time, but even though it did help, made me go crazy about drinking alcohol, or taking just about any other medication, that shit can interact with almost everything lol, studying pharmacy fucked me up real bad in that matter. About the weed, I can go with a hit or 2 without panicking, but it won't help me with pain, nor give me the kind of high I enjoy, so pretty much useless and with con of giving me panic if I'm not in the right mindset, still I'm pretty sure it's not all about me (even though I did smoke a lot with no adverse effects for years), as the best stuff I can find in town to buy is Colombian Gold (Sativa-landrace) it kinda explains the side effects, so there's a chance cbd+thc from the high-cbd strains I'll grow will get me back to old days high, help with pain and maybe even ease anxiety a little, that's the last shot for weed, should it not work, I'm definitely out for some years. Thought about going to a psychologist about this but there's no way it'll work, it would be like "Hey, I'm here cuz I can't smoke weed as I used to, gives me panic, I can totally cope with anxiety most of the time and social anxiety is gone but I want you to help me get back to the only thing that makes me lose control" lmao