TrynaGroSumShyt
Well-Known Member
U must not pay bills yet once you do money will mean something.I personally think that all religions should be a way of life, unfortunately many practitioners don't see it as such. Too many hypocrites in my opinion.
Personally I didn't get past the 3rd noble truth that suffering can be overcome. I've tried sobriety and meditation but still left with wanting pain relief. Material goods and money mean very little to me. At one point I didn't think I could do with out electronics but probably wouldn't be such a big deal any more other than losing communication with a few people, mostly this forum.
Which trade is that, growing or the other? I don't see myself lasting too long but maybe that will change when I can keep myself medicated thoroughly.
And as far as living, in my condition .. i don't see me making 40, and im 25. if the streets don't kill me(karma). than one of my conditions will. And if they don't i'll be too miserable about my life by then and suicide may be my only option(not suicidal as of now).