no, not heartburn. heartache.
you know the kind where it feels like someone you really liked ran you over, beat you with a 2 by 4, stuck you in a freezer, pissed on your corpse then kicked your dog?
for a while now I've been distracting myself from this by getting high, but a forced sober weekend has forced me to reexamine if this plan is working. its not. it's getting to the point where I'll smoke and instead of a high, it's just really intense depression. not always, but about 30% of the time
any suggestions on how to get over this? at this point a reunion with the shit dick who did this is not looking likely and no matter who I meet (hotter, nicer, richer, available, etc), I'm just not interested in them at all.
someone make me laugh at least. haven't smoked since thursday evening and wont be able to for 16 more hours..