subtract 13 from my present age (somewhere around a half-century, i can't quite recall at the moment), take out a year here and there for various reasons, add a little of that back because i never quit anything entirely, consider the possibility that i'm really just a 14 year old girl pretending to be a middle-aged man, discount that idea and replace it with the suspicion that i'm either dea or your high-school gym teacher, smoke two more joints, multiply by the square root of 2.5.....
and the answer is......what were we talking about?