is there any reason for bringing this type of attention to the site?
you want to kill yourself, fine. please do it in private and dontt advertise. do you expect people to feel sorry for you? you know nothing about pain, emotional or physical. my life has been ONE BIG FUCKING SHIT HOLE. one bad thing after the next you know nothing.
i was 14 my mom kicked me out the house becuase i refused to go to school so i could get my GED and start Collegde early.
at 16 my mother Snitched me out to the police
16-17 in jail and inpatient rehab.
17-18 group home
18-19 evicted shit jobs first car broke down 2000miles away from home and i still owed money on the car. all my stuff in my stroage unit burned up, 1000$ stereo system gone.
cluster headaches, shot at. robbed at gunpoint, ive been beat up, hmmm what else has gone wrong?
oh yeah my best friend( a dog i do not have any people friends at at least very few(3?)) died today.(only 3yrs old kidney stones)
so you think you should kill yourself? i think we should switch places if anything. my life has been terrible. but ill tell you what drives me.
I REFUSE TO BE WEAK< I REFUSe TO BE STUPID, AND I REFUSE TO PROVE EVERY ONE RIGHT BY KILLING MYSELF. my intelligence tells me i can be anything and if i want it, i will have to continue no matter what. plain and simple i refuse to to be nothing.
so no matter how hard its gets you dont know fucking pain you dont know shit till you can learn to live with it.
