I Beat Hard Drug Addiction

Lacedwitgame said:

You never Completely beat it...youll always fight it.

If not, you werent truelly an "addict"..

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undercoverfbi said:

I'm back, back with and for all the right reasons.

So as some of you may have already noticed, I became curious then committed to living a methamphetamine users life.

I had cheap access to quality shards through a once-considered friend of mine. Very bad combo that often leads to friendship and relationship destruction.

With no one to stop me or coach me away from that nonsense, my drug use spiraled out of control. I coulda killed a gram + a day with as tolerance hardened as my body became.

In the end I didn't realize how much serious meth use literally kills you. People noticed my severe weight loss. My youthful looks aged a good few years and most of all I became an asshole.

Oh and I was losing my mind listening to Alice in Chains everyday feeling more and more comfortable with suicide by O.D'ing.

Its not a fun time when you snap out of the darkness and realize you're literally planning your own death.

Would have had friends and family through any path of life I chose the therefore,

T.H.C Saved my life.

Medical Marijuana is fucking Real

This stuff is amazing. I forgot and fell in love again with marijuana. I lost my weed tolerance after chosing the crystal all day lifestyle. And thus, getting back into THC was really fun and gnarly.

Gawd, fucking life seems peaches and cream now, I have a new approach towards being all that I can be for me, my cats and FAM, and my country.

Look forward to hearing from some of you

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OldMedUser said:

Good for you Undercoverfbi!

I played with crystal and everything else in my younger years in Vancouver. Talking late 60s - 70s. Only thing that ever screwed me up was good old legal booze. Wasted most of my life with that shite.

My #2 son has been hooked on meth for about 20 years now and lives on the streets out there. Him and two buddies ended up in the hospital a couple weeks ago with fentanyl ODs. Scary shit going on these days and I'm glad I'm not into that scene anymore.

If I could just get off these damn cigs before my lungs are totally shot I'd be a happy camper.

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Indacouch said:

I feel like shit after every cigg I smoke but continue .....wtf

New Years res for me .........already smoking ultra light 72s tiny little basterds.....funny story a homeless man asked to bum a smoke and I pulled my pack out and he told me nevermind ....lol ........said they were like breathing air for him ....

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mikek420 said:

Homeless guy begging outside a pizza place asked me for some food or change so I gave him my pizza...

The motherfucker got mad like pizza again fuck... I snatched that pizza back son fuck you asshole homeless guy you were getting fed now fuck off stop begging outside a pizza place

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Indacouch said:

My grandpa taught me when I was just a lil fella a neat trick or response to people asking for money ...granted he would always offer to feed them but would never give them money for obvious reasons ....

But what he used to do is when a person would ask him for change he would answer them with ......I was about to ask you the same thing .....priceless

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undercoverfbi said:

I'm back, back with and for all the right reasons.

You have chosen the right course. I too fell into the meth trap in the late 80's There is so much social pressure from the friends that you have left. The ones that are still dying and the one that has stuck with you and still believes in you. Even though you have screwed them over time and again.
Meth is the perfect drug for those with addiction problems. It's going to be with you for years and you will find yourself doing things a certain way and remembering how you would do it when you were speeding. Years later! You will just shake your head and go fuck, why did I ever fuck My life like that. What a waste of lifetime.
I lost almost all of My friends, I lost My girl that I loved so so much, I lost My job and I lost My mind.

Thankfully there is light at the end of the tunnel. Can you see it? I'm in it. Life is great.

Friends don't let friends use METH!
Friends let friends smoke weed!!!

Smoke weed every day

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Lacedwitgame said:

You never Completely beat it...youll always fight it.

If not, you werent truelly an "addict"..

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ndangerspecimen101 said:

This statement is stupid and juvenile.

Are you trying to prove something with your 12 Step propaganda BS?

The OP came here to share his victory over a terrible drug affliction.

Not, for someone to say 'hey your not an addict if you can lay a crack pipe down'.

Wise up Lacedwitgame!

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electricslide said:

I don't agree with the part about truly being an addiction crap... however he is right as far as once someone is an addict they will always fight that addiction or craving every day for the rest of your life.

To the dude that just kicked the crap, mad props it's not easy to kick any hard drug, I myself have never ventured far into meth. But I was a iv user for a long time h every day , coke binges. I got 90 zanys a month and would eat all of them in a week. Shooting up Raw h everyday eating that many zans at the same time I should a died, some days I think the only thing that kept my heart beatimg was the ridiculously huge shots of yayo. It's not easy to beat addiction it will follow you everyday and some days it's much harder then others to shake that urge away.

I don't wish addiction on any one and I hope you can stay away from the stuff man stay strong. And anyone else fighting that shit I hope one day they can find the strength to stop.






But damn I'd love a massive speed ball right now

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