I Don't Smoke But Wished I Could!!!

Hi everyone,

I am a healthcare professional and wished I could smoke MJ. Before I became a nurse I would smoke every other day or so. I have severe anxiety and this helped a lot. The thing I hate about my job (aside from other things, of course) is the fact that I could lose my license if I came up positive for MJ. I would definitely lose my job, and then possibly my license. Instead, I have went to drinking some but this scares me so I have stopped (don't want to become an alcoholic). I am just so frustrated that something so harmless but helpful (weed) could be illegal and it baffles me how something so harmful (alcohol) is legal.

I'm not really sure what kind of response I'm looking for. I guess I just wanted to say that I'm envious! I'm too paranoid of losing my job. I do take Xanax for anxiety but that's also addictive. I just remember before nursing I was so happy and mellow and enjoyed smoking so much. What I wouldn't give to do that again!!! I can't give up my job/license though because I need that!

Would it be worth it to you to re-train for skills where you could be your own boss?

By the way, welcome to RIU.

move to a medicinal state and get a script for your severe anxiety bro.

Lol, join me and all my friends who are "criminals". I dont guive a fuck what some rich pricks tells me. Its none of their buisness anyway.

do u have a wife and kids to support? if not, smoke until u get tested. use fake piss. if it don't work and u get caught, tell them what u told us and that u have a severe problem. they will prolly suspend u and pay for your rehab.

Anyone should have free access to ganja. Regardless of what anyone says.

Hi, thanks for responding. First, I am female second, we have random drug tests so you never know when one will pop up. I've thought about synthetic urine but I'm not entirely sure it's going to work. I have to be sure. Plus, I guess I would have to carry this around with me all the time? I know of one CNA that used to use her daughters urine and carry it under her breasts but does it really meet the standards of the temperature test? I've also thought about synthetic weed but have heard horrible stories.
I am married with no kids... Yet. Moving is definitely not an option. I guess I'm screwed. Grrrrr

BluntM8 said:

move to a medicinal state and get a script for your severe anxiety bro.

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Employers in medicinal states can still fire people for failing a drug test.

don't touch synthetic weed. it is literally a research chemical (aka bath salts) dissolved into a volatile solvent (ie acetone) and then sprayed onto a harsh smokable leaf. if you value your health at all, steer very clear away from that shit