I love you, Dad

Tenner

Tenner

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racerboy71 said:
my pops wasn't my favorite person in the world, but he was my pops and he tried to do the best he could..
he had a hard child hood as his mother was a drunken slut from what i know of her.. one of her bf's at the time beat all of the teeth out of his head and put cig's out on him all of them time, and he was placed into an orphanage, and was only allowed to come home when his mom's dumped the abuser..
his mother eventually went into a psych ward for alcoholism, as they didn't have treatment centers back then and most people ended up in a pysch ward to get clean, then came home and jumped out of a 3rd story window to her death when my mom was prego with my oldest brother..
so yah, he had a lot to overcome, and did his best.. he drug us kids all over god's green earth with him and me mom's.. was the only one who worked for years out of my two parents as back then mom's were meant to stay at home and take care of the kids and the men worked..
as he got older he tended to drink a bit much and would get verbally abusive towards me mom's which i always hated...

i did some dumb shit in my addiction and got kicked out of the house and he hadn't talked to me for close to 2 years before he died... that always makes me feel really good about myself, lol, but i try and make it up to me mom's and help her as much as i can.. :)
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Wow Racer... some hard times indeed man... My parents used to be full on users & dealers for hard drugs... As you see none of it is ours or their fault everyone has a point and its best to understand. Most importantly just find good in everything and move on :)
 
racerboy71

racerboy71

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Tenner said:
Wow Racer... some hard times indeed man... My parents used to be full on users & dealers for hard drugs... As you see none of it is ours or their fault everyone has a point and its best to understand. Most importantly just find good in everything and move on :)
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yah, when i was i younger i always wondered why our parents were chosen to be ours instead of my having say donald trump as a dad, but i think it has to do with learning something from the whole experience which in turn makes us better people at the end of the day and not repeat some of the mistakes that others have..
 
Tenner

Tenner

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racerboy71 said:
yah, when i was i younger i always wondered why our parents were chosen to be ours instead of my having say donald trump as a dad, but i think it has to do with learning something from the whole experience which in turn makes us better people at the end of the day and not repeat some of the mistakes that others have..
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Same here I used to think that too. I mean you could say why me after a car hits you... Or anything... Thinking that way its easy to forget about what you have and what you know! :)
 
racerboy71

racerboy71

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Tenner said:
Same here I used to think that too. I mean you could say why me after a car hits you... Or anything... Thinking that way its easy to forget about what you have and what you know! :)
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i don't think it was really my feeling sorry for myself with that thinking, but more of a metaphysical thought of what are the chances of all of the people fucking in the world at the time of my conception, how'd i end up with the parents i did kind of thing..
i think most people have those thoughts at one stage or another though...
 
ANC

ANC

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With my first child to be born within the next month, I have never missed my dad more.
 
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BuildBigBudz said:
My dad came home from ohio aNd he found my outdoor plants. He fucking uprooted them then chopped em up in the compost bin. My 4 1 month plants all gone to waste. Saddest day of my life
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That's rather unsubstantial. When I think of abusive father's, I think of a kid I knew, who is probably 21 now, who has a big scar running up his forehead. People give him shit, you know, for having a thunderbolt like Harry Potter on his forehead-but his Dad threw a beer bottle at him. That's trouble.


Tenner said:
Same here I used to think that too. I mean you could say why me after a car hits you... Or anything... Thinking that way its easy to forget about what you have and what you know! :)
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The whole Vonnegut, "why me," section of Slaughterhouse 5 pops into my mind.
 
ANC

ANC

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My dad was a real enthusiast angler, we'd go fishing a few nights a week. But he had such a soft little heart he'd call me from 100 meters away to come unhook any fish he caught. Did the same thhing with my mom too sometimes.
 
Dizzle Frost

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I dont have a great relationship with my old man either, were now past the "im gonna destroy you" bullshit ... i guess he realized i dont give a shit... he was never around , left when i was a kid... i was raised by a biker club.. those guys were more dad to me than he ever was. Now i enjoy knowing my old man lives with the understanding he is just a piece of shit citizen in my eyes. To be honest, i like it that way.

I cant really blame him 100% tho , my grandfather was a short fuse PTSD riddled war vet , i guess he never knew how to be a dad. Oh well thats life .. gotta play the cards life deals you... i always get the deadmans hand lol
 
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Upon lending me a 71 Gibson SG and an Epiphone Broadway with F holes, my mother also gave me a few nuggets. I appreciated it
 
halfloaf

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I miss my dad would love to go fishing with him just one more time.Fuck man in tears righting this.

my dad the greatest man i have ever met taught me how to fish how to paper walls how to lay carpets and how to drink hard lol.

he was a big man and hard as nails never took shit from no one he never spoke about his fighting it was his friends that used to tell me about him in the pub [bar]

every second saturday just before kick of time.

he had health probs about two years ago he never recoverd i sat with him for the last two days he was with us that was waw had to watch this man my dad die

on the saturday/sunday i saw him take his last breath thats when i realized dam that will be me one day.

but the hardest part was having to tell my mum that her husband had died

time if we could bottle parts of it life could be sweet
 
shrxhky420

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Hey Fuck you dad, and stepdad... you were both worthless pieces of shit, especially you dad, at least stepdad was there to beat me and tell me how shitty I was. I LOVE YOU MOM. You are an incredible mom, and you did your best to be a dad too. I know I wasn't easy on you, but at least you still tried. I'm sorry for being a difficult child but because of you I am the daddy that I am today and I wouldn't change anything in my life, thnx to you. I know you'll never read this but I hope you know how I feel. I love momdad, you're awesome. Stay high.
 
Oscar Zeta Acosta

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My dads a bit of a legend when he wants to be.

Good memories of smoking a blunt with him after climbing the tallest mountain in England. It was a royal cunt of a climb down lol
 
1993stoner

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nug thug:7448402 said:
I remember one time, when I was a lot younger, my Dad's friend Billy was visiting. It had been years.
I walked outside, and I remember seeing that they both had a golf club and there was one half deflated football.
They were at first taking the game seriously, seeing who could get the football closer to one destination, destination after destination. By the end of it, they were running around,
golf clubs flailing in hand, smacking a half deflated football around the acre lot we lived on, trying to keep the ball from each other. I love him for that. I wonder how stoned they both were.
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I think I've seen this before.
 
shrxhky420

shrxhky420

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ANC... any one can be a father... I think you wanna be a daddy! By that small comment I think you will. Congratulations!!!! You're in. for the ride if your life!!! And a good one at that!!!! Stay high.
 
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