I Want To Be Happy.

sso

sso

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Monkeymonk840 said:
If I love heroin should I still do it? Lol I rock the beatles for positive music or bob works too. Have u done a lot of Sid? Or heroin or meth? They have depressing effects that linger. See how many peeps are here to help just don't ask for weed or they'll call u the law. Lol. I'd advise against smoking more weed but dude is on sour d has a great uplifting effect. Try sobriety.
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if you love it, why not?

ive known people that did heroin and are fine today..

its just a strong drug, actually thought by scientists to be less dangerous than alcohol, which basically means that most people would be able to handle it. (its the stigma of heroin that kills most, plus because of its stigma, mostly desperate and poor people choose to try it, (allready fucked in one way or another))

though, i havent tried it, just never came across it here.

tried meth though, allright stuff, amphetamine is kinda fun doing lazertag or paintball :) (guaranteed first place usually lol)

but it got kinda boring for me, didnt get into it that much (im manic much, get it for free often, though not always as concentrated)

but ive known guys that were an inch from shooting it into their eyeballs : ) (fine today btw, hardworking blokes (though bloody kleptos too lol))

sobriety is overrated ;)

quite alot of people drop dead around 40 because of exercise or used to, not so long ago. extremism is just bad, whatever direction you take it in.

heroin taken moderately or under certain conditions is probably beneficial in some way.
 
ohmy

ohmy

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sso said:
one step at a time, babysteps if you need to, sometimes you will take leaps and bounds as well.

just focus on the good in your life.

shit that makes you worry, i deal with it like this

"ok i gotta do this and at this time" and then just push it out of my mind till it comes time.

watch cartoons, disney or something.

watch comedies.

go to pretty places. somewhere uplifting.

go do something you like doing but havent done ina long time.


avoid thinking excessively about crap you cant do shit about.


live and let live, let go of crap in the past (its all crap)

dont judge yourself (accept you make mistakes and cheer yourself up with the thought that you do learn from them)

dont worry what other people think about you

you are the only person you are guaranteed to be living with for the rest of your life.

so be nice to yourself and worry most what you think about yourself.

you should think you are awesome, though, if most people think you are an asshole, you probably are

but if most people like you or think you are allright, then you probably are awesome.

..

even though, you are the single thing in your life that will always be there (even on the toilet :))

life is pretty boring and pointless without other people, so be nice to the one´s you love and avoid the one´s you dont.

sometimes assholes gotta be dealt with and sometimes harshly, but they are best avoided and kept strictly out of one´s life.

life is simply too short for that shit.

if people have been assholes for years and they look like they are gonna keep it up for decades more, just cut them out of your life and let them know why (if you hope to have them again)

so in case they wise up, they can come visit. (good friends and loved one´s can be hard to come by and keep)

but in general

its like that song "always look on the bright side of life.."

the shadows have to be dealt with, but they should not be dwelt upon (dont stay in the shadows, illuminate them with your light (your mind and heart))

gotta step into the light to be in the light (lol, gotta work on the happy to get happy)

make a joke

watch a funny movie

talk to nice people, funny if available :)

have a party or go to one. (or have a gamersfest or something)

or if you arent social, just do the things you love!

its that simple.

do what you love.
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great post.....+ rep ...so very true
 
Perfextionist420

Perfextionist420

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Find what your heart yearns for and chase it, if you can't make a step in that direction every day and look to the future. Im stuck in Philly waiting on a court case trying to figure out if im gonna be with my family or in a cell for Xmas and all I want to do is move back to Colorado, my heart is in the mountains and I miss it every day it hurts me deeply all I want to do is go and if everything goes well I'll be back there in 7 months but if not I know I'll make it back after everything anyway
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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Monkeymonk840 said:
If I love heroin should I still do it? Lol I rock the beatles for positive music or bob works too. Have u done a lot of Sid? Or heroin or meth? They have depressing effects that linger. See how many peeps are here to help just don't ask for weed or they'll call u the law. Lol. I'd advise against smoking more weed but dude is on sour d has a great uplifting effect. Try sobriety.
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I've been smoking tons of DMT lately, but I've been feeling like this for a while. I already began my break from drugs other than weed. I'm smoking some purple flow and dazing out at things.
 
woobystein

woobystein

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I love you Hepheastus! Don't worry man, I share your feelings. It is better to see the bullshit for what it is and move past it than to pretend it doesn't exist. Keep your head up man, you have vision and feet to walk on and you're as bright as they come. Hold your breathe for a bit, you'll soon find that after a minute you'll be so thankful for AIR that you will have forgotten your troubles. Remember it's all just a ride, with ups and downs and twists and turns. All we are and all we seem is but a dream within a dream. [video=youtube;PvdL5EHmPAo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvdL5EHmPAo[/video]
 
NUTBUSH47

NUTBUSH47

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Hepheastus420 said:
First off, I would like to say I'm not bitching lol.

I remember when I was younger, I never had a sad moment. Life was just full of joy and no worries. Now, society and the world in general has turned me into someone I hate. Fuck, I really just want to be happy. I don't know how to go back to normal, It's like the flame of my life has turned off. And now that I'm in the dark, I have to blindly find the match box while constantly smacking myself agianst shelves and doors. I'm sorry for using a metaphor, I ussually don't beat around the bush, It's just I don't know how to explain it any better than using a metaphor.



Again, I'm not complaining. I just have nobody to talk to about this...I mean I do, but I don't want to make them depressed to.


So anyways, one question. What do you do to light the of your life? What is your match box? Jeez, I hope you guys get my metaphor.
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http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5700431505846055184#
 
eye exaggerate

eye exaggerate

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Hepheastus420 said:
I've been smoking tons of DMT lately, but I've been feeling like this for a while. I already began my break from drugs other than weed. I'm smoking some purple flow and dazing out at things.
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...yep, Hep, you may need to give your cns a chance to be less nervous :lol: Get back to just a 'central system'.
 
ML75

ML75

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I think you have to find something you enjoy doing. maybe growing weed, maybe camping out, maybe pole dancing, maybe fishing, maybe a sport, maybe sex....... find something that you feel a passion for or something that makes you feel good when you do it, and then just keep doing it. also continue to seek new passions.....

I dont know what Im searching for but thats what makes it so exciting!
 
NUTBUSH47

NUTBUSH47

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We spend our lives worrying what everyone else thinks..Or trying to chase the "PERFECT HAPPINESS" I don't think it truely exists..The asians have it right on respecting the elders..Here we throw them in a "retirement community" and visit them once a week out of guilt..just not right...But with age comes wisdom..only as I'm older do I realize how much time was waised trying to make things perfect..It's the small things...Who ever thought that watching a plant grow could be so interesting and exciting..It's the journey, not the destination..
 
Perfextionist420

Perfextionist420

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NUTBUSH47 said:
We spend our lives worrying what everyone else thinks..Or trying to chase the "PERFECT HAPPINESS" I don't think it truely exists..The asians have it right on respecting the elders..Here we throw them in a "retirement community" and visit them once a week out of guilt..just not right...But with age comes wisdom..only as I'm older do I realize how much time was waised trying to make things perfect..It's the small things...Who ever thought that watching a plant grow could be so interesting and exciting..It's the journey, not the destination..
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Yes a lot of it is the journey but I have been. Truly happy before, the happiest I've ever been when i had no worries I could do whatever I wanted had no financial concerns I was traveling the world seeing new and exciting things and I had the whole world laid out at my feet I could go anywhere or do anything I wanted. And then my world came crashing down around me, it's better to have loved and lost then never loved at all, now I'm being patient and working my way back one day at a time. I'd give anything to capture it again, I'm addicted to life
 
Dislexicmidget2021

Dislexicmidget2021

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Happiness is yours despite the sad state of the world,the only problem is forgetting that youre happiness never died.Youll figuer it out Hep.
 
eye exaggerate

eye exaggerate

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Dislexicmidget2021 said:
Happiness is yours despite the sad state of the world,the only problem is forgetting that youre happiness never died.Youll figuer it out Hep.
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...the Sufis say that if the world around you is fckd up, you are fckd up. To be at peace, they say, is to accept all that happens around you - and to see your hand in it.
 
Hypocrite420

Hypocrite420

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how old are you mushroom man? you have kids? I have twin 3 year old girls and they brighten my day anytime im down all I gotta do is take one look at them and instantly better. PS: quit eating so much fungus. :) The last couple times I ate some mushrooms I caught myself just staring into the mirror wishing I had taken a better path in life. Used to be my D.O.C. but that shit just started depressing me after so long.
 
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