If I Die

medicalmaryjane · Jul 29, 2011

ganjames said:
lol its not like i want to die or anything, but i have this strong feeling that i will die soon. i hope not though, id like to live FOREVER!

i almost died a few years ago because i was very ill but i am fine now. i thought i had cancer a few months ago, i really thought i would be dead within the year but i went to an ooncologist and it turned out i didn't have cancer, i was just sick, now i am fine again LOL. I highly doubt u will kick the bucket b4 me. i dont want to live forever and i really get mad when people say they r going to kick it before i do. enough of your nonsese. when i was a tteen, i thought id be dead by 25 and i am still here. evryone thinks they r going to die but you're probaby not. i will probably live to 120 because i dont want to.

Urca · Jul 29, 2011

shit, i want to live as long as possible, death freaks me out.

medicalmaryjane · Jul 29, 2011

the process of dying is what bugs me, being dead isn't a big deal. i hope i die fast. like one day great, next day dead. I don't want to be one of these people who are hanging on by a thread for years. thats the worst.

gfreeman · Jul 29, 2011

i hope our mental buddy is doing ok. i hope he took our advice and ent and layed down. usually when im that shitfaced i make myself go to whataburger and get a number 5( bacon chesseburger) than add jalapenos. <this to me prevents a hangover and ungodly drunk dreams. so go eat lil buddy then go to sleep!

Urca · Jul 29, 2011

last time i got drunk, i drank uv vodka, puked constantly the next day... never again

gfreeman · Jul 29, 2011

man you dont knoww how bad i get fuked on vodka. only smirnoff tho.. to me its the best. what fuks me hard is whiskey, i cant handle whiskey boy. one new years i was drinking nothing but royal crown and coke. than about midnight i get handed a warm corona... i shouldnt have drank that damn warm corona. all hell broke loose after that, and man ive never been so pathetically drunk in my life! lol. live and learn. or die and others learn from that. lol

Mental91 · Jul 29, 2011

gfreeman said:
man you dont knoww how bad i get fuked on vodka. only smirnoff tho.. to me its the best. what fuks me hard is whiskey, i cant handle whiskey boy. one new years i was drinking nothing but royal crown and coke. than about midnight i get handed a warm corona... i shouldnt have drank that damn warm corona. all hell broke loose after that, and man ive never been so pathetically drunk in my life! lol. live and learn. or die and others learn from that. lol

The 76 year opld wom,an in the endo f my apts gave me a nat ice

ganjames · Jul 29, 2011

medicalmaryjane said:
the process of dying is what bugs me, being dead isn't a big deal. i hope i die fast. like one day great, next day dead. I don't want to be one of these people who are hanging on by a thread for years. thats the worst.

what do you think happens when you die?

personally i think ill go through life again as another person, and i hope the next person i am makes better decisions.

gfreeman · Jul 29, 2011

omg. beer after liquor. isnt there a saying about that.

Urca · Jul 29, 2011

im sticking to beer for a while, the idea of vodka makes me hurt

Urca · Jul 29, 2011

ganjames said:
what do you think happens when you die?

personally i think ill go through life again as another person, and i hope the next person i am makes better decisions.

i think you just blink out of existance... there is no heaven, no hell, no after life, no reincarnation.. just nothingness. which scares the shit out of me and usually talking/thinking about it triggers a depressive episode in me

Mental91 · Jul 29, 2011

Urca said:
i think you just blink out of existance... there is no heaven, no hell, no after life, no reincarnation.. just nothingness. which scares the shit out of me and usually talking/thinking about it triggers a depressive episode in me

thats all i think about so fuck it nright?

ganjames · Jul 29, 2011

i think the person i am now will blink out of existance.
but i also think i'll get to live again, obviously not as me. but as a whole new person.

medicalmaryjane · Jul 29, 2011

Urca said:
i think you just blink out of existance... there is no heaven, no hell, no after life, no reincarnation.. just nothingness. which scares the shit out of me and usually talking/thinking about it triggers a depressive episode in me

so do i but it doesnt bother me. i am happy when it's over it's over. u r diffferent because u have people in your life. i have no one except my bf

PushForKush · Jul 29, 2011

Urca said:
i think you just blink out of existance... there is no heaven, no hell, no after life, no reincarnation.. just nothingness. which scares the shit out of me and usually talking/thinking about it triggers a depressive episode in me

i dont get it? i'm really not sure what happens, but i don't think you just blink out of existance! there HAS to be something, maybe a new life, some form of heaven, something!

gfreeman · Jul 29, 2011

nothing. do you remember where you were before your birth? this will happen again as you will cease to exist. youll return to nothing in which you came from. the nothing, and the everything.

PushForKush · Jul 29, 2011

gfreeman said:
nothing. do you remember where you were before your birth? this will happen again as you will cease to exist. youll return to nothing in which you came from. the nothing, and the everything.

well we're all meaningless pieces of shit that just 'happen' .. and i have to say, as i see my life go forward, and realise that so many bad things can happen, i'm starting to believe it.

racerboy71 · Jul 29, 2011

PushForKush said:
i dont get it? i'm really not sure what happens, but i don't think you just blink out of existance! there HAS to be something, maybe a new life, some form of heaven, something!

why does something have to be there after we die? this is why people invent shit like god and heaven and hell instead of just realizing that there is nothing after life, we're just going to be worm food when we die, nothing more, nothing less..
have you ever met someone who was something else before who they are now?? me either, cuz it don't happen.. i know lots of dead people, haven't met one of them again once they're gone..

mazand1982 · Jul 29, 2011

Mental91 said:
no no pills just canadian mist plz just let my mom if they log on to not let this b her fdault as it is not just plz let her no that

stop crying bro, grow a set of balls...LOL tell my mom it wasnt her fault???...coward

napa23 · Jul 29, 2011

Urca said:
i think you just blink out of existance... there is no heaven, no hell, no after life, no reincarnation.. just nothingness. which scares the shit out of me and usually talking/thinking about it triggers a depressive episode in me

I think that happens too. When we're gone we're gone. Which i'm ok with, this life is hard man. And i don't see it getting any better. The world is getting crazier and crazier. I just want to have a peaceful death, preferably blazed

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