Jerry Garcia
Well-Known Member
Yo man, I'm not one to judge people, but it sounds like you seriously need help. Do you even get high anymore, or is just returning to status quo? At what point did smoking stop being fun for you and turn into necessity? You said earlier you are thousands of dollars in debt and smoking over an OZ a week? That's nuts.TRUE when i wake up in the middle of the night thers always 1 rolled ready, or ill av a pipe,,
usually a j and a few pipes before i get out of bed
then when i go downstairs ill av a j with a cuppa,,lol
then ill roll another up for while im tending to crops and so on and so on,,
and smokeing around my crops has never effected the crops,
I like smoking as much as the next guy, and I do it often throughout my day, and have been for many years now, but if it ever got to the point where I NEED it instead of WANTING it, I would put that shit down in heartbeat.
Maybe you need another hobby or something, I don't know. But if you were one of my friends (I mean, we're all friends here right?) I would be seriously concerned for you and try to get you help.
You're a slave to pot. You literally can't function without it. That sucks.
Maybe try to ween your way off of it a little. Try doing a few small things NOT high, like reading a book, and then reward yourself after with a J. Work your up to bigger things, like going to sleep or going to work. You can still wake and bake, you can still smoke after work, just try to cut back a little. You'd be saving money and saving yourself...
As I said, I'm not one to judge, and I don't have any experience with really being addicted to anything (except sports...playing and watching them), but I think you should consider trying to break yourself of this dependency. You can still smoke, just try to do it less.
All things in life are best in moderation. This situation is proof you can have too much of a good thing. Good luck to you Herbal Addict