i won't go into detail, but i'm not a very mentally stable person. i started growing weed indoors for a couple of reasons, mostly, i was tired of paying stupid prices to idiots who didn't even know what they were selling, but once i got started, it became an "obsession" i guess...
when i'm stressed out and would like to kick the ass of the next person who bothers me, i go sit and play with the plants, check for any problems, check how heavy the pots are, and i find myself just zoning out looking at the sea of green, i'm not mad anymore...till the next asshole comes and bothers me