First hello to everyone new person here aug 28th 2010 recived my card have necrosis of the left hip,,turns out allergic to opiods, so my doctor/orthopedic surgeon not real happy but out of options for sleep and pain, So bought a 400watt hps dirt chemicals pots mylar flourscent light for veg a 100$ hps light bulb and 2 books the grow bible by green and horticulture by cevates, then went on line and ordered seeds from (seed boutique) 455.00Euro's alittle over 600$ us.. thrusday got my package from UK of seeds one side had green tape on it saying us customs .. and seeds gone and a letter saying we took them, and phone numbers I called them because I have a MMCard and they dont care they kept my seeds and said the card dosent really mean anything, so I asked how do I get some seeds to grow if I cant order then from outside the usa and have them mailed to me, again they said its all illegal card or not,,So I have spent 869.77$ on growing equipment ,and now cant buy seeds. no one told me this!!!!! can someone please tell me what I need to do to find or get seeds because Iam afraid to order again after losing my 600$ and getting a letter from the Goverment,I dont have endless amounts of money to be throwing around,and now worried about that letter, are they coming to my house next? what they say canada sells seeds but mailing to my home if they the goverment catches them again what will happen, plus a 4 hour drive my hip wont make it there too long on a drive for me,,so sorry if Iam whinning but know one tells you shit about anything, any suggestion , anyone sells seeds in the usa? I dont know what else to do or to look,, Ray