I've had enough

I just realized that I'm not "normal"

I'm mentally sick... I don't know if its from trying meth at the young age of 14 which ended up fucking up my brain.

I basically think that EVERYBODY is against me... and everybody is out to rob me and shit...

I ASSUME what people are thinking... like i can literally read these peoples minds and shit... and most of the time i think they are talking shit about me...

I'm just sick and tired of this shit... I need some meds quick.. It hurts my heart to wake up..

My question is, how can I get anxiety/depression meds??

I obliviously have to go to a doctor, but one thing I will NOT do, is see a shrink psychologist or what ever.... I'm not skits or anything

If I talked to my family doctor, and told him about my situation, CANT he just write me a script for some anxiety/depression meds??

I'm in Canada right now btw..

p.s For the people who do take meds, what do you recommended? zoloft, prosac? etc...

PLEASE help me!!

i highly recommend marijuana.

i was having pretty bad anxiety about some of my classes, went to the doc. he wrote a script for xanax-which i hate since most of my buds are gone off that shit- but i dont abuse them and they help me alot when im feeling anxious but he did also set up an appointment for me to see a psychiatrist but my classes will be over before that appointment so im not going to go talk to someone about the anxiety i did have.

fdd2blk said:

i highly recommend marijuana.

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I agree with you 100%

Only problem is that I cant get any "good" weed...

Its really sad to see some loser bud dealers selling GARBAGE weed in the year 2008...

I guess the government potency controlling programs are working

jollygreengiant8 said:

i was having pretty bad anxiety about some of my classes, went to the doc. he wrote a script for xanax-which i hate since most of my buds are gone off that shit- but i dont abuse them and they help me alot when im feeling anxious but he did also set up an appointment for me to see a psychiatrist but my classes will be over before that appointment so im not going to go talk to someone about the anxiety i did have.

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Thats good to hear man..

So the xanax is working? nice!

lol on you ducking the appointment with the psych!

ill take 1 and smoke a bowl or two and im as relaxed as can be.
i dont know too much about depression though.
as fdd stated weed can be very helpful.

good luck dude...just remember not everybody is trying to scam you.

Just went thru about 5 years of extreme depression. The sunrise simply meant another shitty day that I'd have to face. I didn't think folks were out-to-get-me or any of that. In fact, I closed myself off and, besides the wife, might average 2 visitors a year, but that seems high. I'm mid-50's and had a decent career playing music in clubs. It's all I've done in my working life, and I was kinda retired in 2000, when an oxycontin addiction seemed to make me "mean and angry" whenever I wasn't on it, which I wasn't when I worked, cuz' free drinks have always been half a weekend warriors pay.
A N Y W A Y, the oxy girl died, so that was gone . . . so I moved on to other pills. I'm sure they didn't help my mental disease (depression).
OK, my exercise regime is non-existent, has been dormant for many years. I've never been a big exerciser.
However, about 2 years ago, we started walking the damn dogs a mile or so every evening.
Guess what? The depression melted away. I can really only attribute this to the change in routine. Before this, I hadn't been off this property for FIVE years, other than a very few trips to W-Mart for specialized supplies.
I did luck out and end up with a damn fine citrus strain that somehow gives me energy instead of sapping it. I feel this, along w/the little bit of exercise, hascured me and given me back a reason to live.
I suggest you avoid couchweed and seek cerebral high weed only . . . if you really want to re-capture some sense of normalcy.
Fishy

Everyone is out to get you somehow. Controlled paranoia will keep you alive.

619 said:

I agree with you 100%

Only problem is that I cant get any "good" weed...

Its really sad to see some loser bud dealers selling GARBAGE weed in the year 2008...

I guess the government potency controlling programs are working

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You can't find any good weed in canada? What part of canada are you in?

fdd2blk said:

i highly recommend marijuana.

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I agree... try it ..

korvette1977 said:

I agree... try it ..

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If I didn't have marijuana I would have killed someone. I was a very high strung, intense, moody person before MJ. Im still the same to a certain degree, but when I get home and smoke a blunt Im a new man.

Biggravy22 said:

You can't find any good weed in canada? What part of canada are you in?

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Ontario... St. Cathrine's to be exact...

Its a big change from San Diego... over there I could get alot of killer dope.. $20 a gram $50 for an eight..

Over here in Canada its $10 a gram and $25 a quarter.. but the weed over here is garbage compared to ANY weed i smoked in Cali.

Im going going back to back to cali cali

korvette1977 said:

I agree... try it ..

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sry, forgot to mention that i have been blazin since i was 11.. now im 21!! its been an every day thing for me..

It does help.. but the weed i get right now is NOT medical quality.. so it really doesn't have the right effect to treat my condition.... you feel me

somebody please help.... please

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i highly recommend marijuana.

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i second fdds idea of marijuana haha

its easy to ge txanax i dunno about canada i assume its easier but just go to a shrink and tell em what you told us and they will probably give you something to chill you out

or get online and buy some from any online doctor/pharmacy

its all about the right dr bro.Go to your dr and describe the symptoms the best way you can, polarize the anxiety a bit. He will subscribe xanax, it will help calm you down, then go back say i did some research dr and really would like to give a saratonin inhibitor a try, like lexapro for instance. If he says that he doesnt usually prescribe these kinds of drugs, just be straight forward and say Please i need help and my insurance doesnt cover a shrink. this might do it for you, but have an idea what med you want to use there is a lot of them but there is also tons of info on web md etc.... on these drugs.

619 said:

Ontario... St. Cathrine's to be exact...

Its a big change from San Diego... over there I could get alot of killer dope.. $20 a gram $50 for an eight..

Over here in Canada its $10 a gram and $25 a quarter.. but the weed over here is garbage compared to ANY weed i smoked in Cali.

Im going going back to back to cali cali

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You're like an hour from Toronto...I highly recommend the herb there. St. Catherines isn't exactly a hot spot...Neither is Niagara Falls. don't go trolling for bud, but i'd try to get a contact in the t-dot if you can.