and I hate it. long, drawn out, ups and downs, so many mixed feelings and just fuckng hating this shit, we were together 1 year and 3 months...
she was becomming dissatisfied for a while and eventually wanted to turn our relationship into an open one, little did I know she then turned that on me and wanted to go to nevada to go fuck some dude. then she broke up with me and emotionally blackmailed me into driving her almost 2 hours to a place where she could hitch hike ( she payed me so she insists I shouldn't be mad.)
she's leaving tomorrow, I'm just all pissed and sad at the same time, needed to vent... anyone ever experience something like this???
shit was amazing the first 6 months...then shit just got shittier over time.