Okay maybe I chose the wrong word lol. I am 21, work full time, and also pay bills. So I know that $300 isn't a fortune. I'm just new to this and to spend $300 on a light is kinda expensive for me. But you have made some good points so maybe it is worth it. I am pretty dedicated to doing this so I'll do what I need to do.
im sorry i freaked out, i'm a little drunk, no excuse.. but the amount of anger i had when i found out just how much i was spending made me do exactly what i just did.
i too was 21 when i could actually kind of started growing.. im only 27 now.... so i haven't made it that far, and i only have 2 "real" grows, everything before that was trash because of the lighting. clfs, fluorescent, then i moved to the sun system 150 HPS on amazon for 75$( i bought for more of these before i found out about leds a few years later).. my dad did tell me he would be a millionaire if he had the money he spent on weed... and now i see what he means.. just 50 a month in an IRA for the next 40 years(at my age) is 270k... just think if you were putting more in and had other business or job opportunities or just a good job, happening too? you would be a millionaire or pretty close, easy!
once again, i apologize. i just highly suggest investing what you can, if you spend what i have to... and don't let money upset you like it does me.
https://theju1cebox.com/ if you want dabs but like me you don't have the space or the money for a press and the flat iron trick just isn't that great.....
https://www.rapidled.com/2-x-2/
This is where i got my lights because the a few of breeders i buy from has at one point suggested this place(yes there were a couple other sites) but i personally liked this one the most.
anyways. i hoped this helped. i'm sorry lol.