BongTokinAlcoholic420
Well-Known Member
I know exactly what is going on you fellow awakened individuals.
great...another pointless thread
actually my awakening came to be through extreme depression due to my ocd. a month later i realized my ocd and it was gone. so i had low symptoms of ocd and felt absolutley amazing about life. that's when 3 months later i had a dream, at which point i realized that all my actions from the past made me have those dreams. and i couldn't change the past. so it was god basically telling me that the actions of me and mankind were already predetermined. and i didn't realize what it was, i just constantly was in this ocd way of thinking. and the pre determinism gave me lots of anxiety. and if the anxiety did subside, then my next thought would be " i was pre determined for that anxiety to subside " which in turn gave me lots of anxiety. so for a year and a half i was like that. not in control of my self at all. it was until the dxm and paxil which told me that everything truly was predestined. and i stopped thinking about only myself being predetermined, and realized that the whole world is pre determined. and then when i took some seeds in which i got recently from somebody on face book regarding a post i made. i got 1000+ hbwr seeds. and after taking one trip on those, i realized i have to tell mankind something that they really don't want to know....Looks like somebody just discovered psychedelics. Hence, the three threads all regarding "enlightenment" or "awakening".
actually i realized that, and i didn't like the thought lol.Have you ever contemplated that ... perhaps mankind is simply not ready
to understand .... at this time .... what it is that you want to say ?
We have been here in the past ... some got crucified !!
I do not believe in God, luck ...miracles nor hope ...."This is the way it goes, sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust. When you're up, it's never as good as it seems and when you're down you think you're never going to be up again. But life goes on... Remember that... Money isn't real, George.. Doesn't matter, only seems like it does."