Life is going fucking amazing

Sr. Verde

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great...another pointless thread

I know what he's talking about lol




tonight I was on my gixxer, had to stop at a stop sign.. no cars behind me... threw it in neutral and took a moment to attempt to take in all the glory of the dark abyssal heavens above... so vast, empty.. yet here we are
 

Swag

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The closer you get to the meaning, the sooner you know that your dreaming :joint:
(My 2 cents to this pointless thread :blsmoke:)
 

Puffer Fish

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Life is but a dream .... some chemicals allow us to realize this.
Bong I am with you on this one. ;)
Took you long enough to reaLIZe that something is UP !!

Realizing it is but the first step ... what you do with it is another ...

[video=youtube;tM3s37fZZts]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tM3s37fZZts[/video]


;)

P.S In the context of your both messages ... you sound confused as bipolar.
 

Stimpy and Ren

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Looks like somebody just discovered psychedelics. Hence, the three threads all regarding "enlightenment" or "awakening".
 

BongTokinAlcoholic420

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Looks like somebody just discovered psychedelics. Hence, the three threads all regarding "enlightenment" or "awakening".
actually my awakening came to be through extreme depression due to my ocd. a month later i realized my ocd and it was gone. so i had low symptoms of ocd and felt absolutley amazing about life. that's when 3 months later i had a dream, at which point i realized that all my actions from the past made me have those dreams. and i couldn't change the past. so it was god basically telling me that the actions of me and mankind were already predetermined. and i didn't realize what it was, i just constantly was in this ocd way of thinking. and the pre determinism gave me lots of anxiety. and if the anxiety did subside, then my next thought would be " i was pre determined for that anxiety to subside " which in turn gave me lots of anxiety. so for a year and a half i was like that. not in control of my self at all. it was until the dxm and paxil which told me that everything truly was predestined. and i stopped thinking about only myself being predetermined, and realized that the whole world is pre determined. and then when i took some seeds in which i got recently from somebody on face book regarding a post i made. i got 1000+ hbwr seeds. and after taking one trip on those, i realized i have to tell mankind something that they really don't want to know....
 

Puffer Fish

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Have you ever contemplated that ... perhaps mankind is simply not ready
to understand .... at this time .... what it is that you want to say ?

We have been here in the past ... some got crucified !!
 

BongTokinAlcoholic420

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Have you ever contemplated that ... perhaps mankind is simply not ready
to understand .... at this time .... what it is that you want to say ?

We have been here in the past ... some got crucified !!
actually i realized that, and i didn't like the thought lol.
now about the crusified, they can go ahead and try. if they succeed then that was my destiny aka gods plan.. but recently i realized i am the anti christ. how weird is that?
 

Puffer Fish

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Well it is certainly a good thing to know where you came from .... and the ultimate puzzle in figuring out who you are.
Are you the 'Light Bringer' ?
 

BongTokinAlcoholic420

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are you asking me if i'm lucifer? no i'd say god made me know my knowledge. so unless god is lucifer, which i think their is only god. lucifer is god and god is lucifer. it's just god made sure we know what the devil is so we can "appear" to have free will. aka choosing bad or good.

here's another way i'm thinking: every choice you have made in you're life happened because you chose it. and their was nothing to construde you away from doing the other action in which you had a choice. so you choices or "free will" is actually already determined. it just appears to us as being real. that's why god made us have deja vu. he is literally talking throught me, out into the universe. i have been planted with an alien feeling, and that alien feeling was given to me by god.
 

Puffer Fish

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For what purpose ... to you alone ... ?
I wonder ... ?
For your sanity or insanity ... ?

In therms of things determined .... have you ever though of things not in therms of
beginning and end ... but organic and unfolding ... as with no purpose.
Would such proposition scare you ?
As perhaps you need .... this purpose to exist .... in current form.

This God you speak of ... tell me more ... what is that like ?
Again, I as as all I want is to better understand.

:)
 

CaNNaBiZ CaNucK

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It's good to hear that your lemonade is tasting sweeter these days, BongTokin. It's all about perspective. With caring people surrounding us we can never be poor. Lately, I've got my financial situation bothering the fuck outta me.. and by chance I threw on "Blow" last night. Ray Liotta's epic quote:
"This is the way it goes, sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust. When you're up, it's never as good as it seems and when you're down you think you're never going to be up again. But life goes on... Remember that... Money isn't real, George.. Doesn't matter, only seems like it does."

I guess you could apply this philosophy to a myriad of life's quandries, really.
 

mescalinebandit420

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good way to word it canuck. that movie fuckin rules. everytime i watch it, i learn or see something differently than the time before. gotta love movies like that, u know.
 

Puffer Fish

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"This is the way it goes, sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust. When you're up, it's never as good as it seems and when you're down you think you're never going to be up again. But life goes on... Remember that... Money isn't real, George.. Doesn't matter, only seems like it does."
I do not believe in God, luck ...miracles nor hope ....
I believe in having the power to manipulate certain elements to my favor.
The more I learn, the more I understand how to manipulate these ... buggers.
I also believe that persistence creates opportunity.

Given the right amount of focus ..... anything is possible.
If you can think it .... it exists ....
 
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