wow bro, drugs r bad mmmkay..
drugs will do nothing but harm you, take the advice you have received here.
im guessing you have not gotten serious about your weight loss because it is impossible, yes i said it impossible for anyone to be fat if they get proper exercise and eat healthy.
you need put your body into a state of ketosis. ketosis is basically where your body reaches a metabolic stage where instead of storing fat, your body is converting fat into energy.. to reach this you need to understand a couple of things..
first of all FAT in food does not equal FAT in your body.. the only thing that your body converts into fat is carbohydrates.. yes carbs.. there are good carbs, and bad carbs.. simple carbs like sugars and bleached wheat are simple carbs.. they have zero nutritional value and easily convert to fat.. complex carbs such as whole wheat and oatmeal are harder for the body to break down, which means you use more of the energy stored in them, instead of storing it in your body as fat, and it has more nutritional value.
also your eating habits play a HUGE role in achieving a state of ketosis. the human body operates subconsciously under a feast or famine mentality.. if it is constantly recieving food, it will constantly burn it off and not store it as fat and conserve the energy. not only that bud food digesting uses more energy than any other function in our body, so naturally making it work more often means you burn more energy.
that being said i will tell you how to start dropping mad weight.. a few easy things you can do and i promise you that if you do this for 3 weeks you will lose 15-20 lbs.. no joke
first of all drink nothing but water, and lots of it.. flush the toxins out of your body, and dont drink sodas or energy drinks or any of that crap that is loaded with sugar.. sugar is simple carbs..
cut back on all the bad carbs that you can like white bread, cereal, candy bars, chips, fried stuff (chicken, french fries), white pastas, pizza, deserts, etc..
if you do eat like a sandwhich or the occasional pasta eat whole weat only, or some oatmeal for breakfast.. they burn slower and are harder to break down and you get more nutritional value out of them.. they are better in every way.
eat lots of meat and protien like turkey, chicken, beef, fish, lamb, pork, and eggs.. lots of eggs.. eggs are the most protien packed nutritional meal there is in my opinion. good snacks are beef jerky and low carb protein shakes and nuts like almonds, peanuts, cashews etc..
eat lots of greens, salads, grilled or steamed veggies, and fruits.. apples oranges grapes all that good shit.. eat fruits as deserts because they have lots more sugars but they are complex sugars, not processed sugars like in a snickers bar.
eat all through the day, eggs for breakfast before school, a protien shake or some beef jerkey or an apple, or yogurt before lunch, some grilled chicken n a salad for lunch, a turkey sandwich on whole weat for supper, then some steak and grilled veggies or pork chops for dinner.. this will keep your body constantly churning through food and you will burn more energy through the day, and your body will not store anything and your body will achieve ketosis.
now lastly and most importantly.. once your body gets in ketosis (which you can get some ketosis strips you pee on to tell you when your body has achieved a ketosis state) take advantage of it to the fullest by excersizing.. this will exponentially increase your weight loss and take advantage of your increased metabolic rate..
all you gotta do is raise your heart rate for 20 minutes a day 5 times a week..
ideally you would want to work out 3 times a week for an hour, and run, jog, ride a bike etc. 2 times a week for 30 minutes to an hour.. this will literally melt fat off of you i am not kidding..
i promise you from the bottom of my heart this will work for you, it takes some planning and dedication, but will be much healthier for you in the long run and wont cost near what it would do start blowing lines of coke for 6 months... this is a little strict but once you get to your ideal weight you can start having more carbs and being more relaxed but make sure just to stay away from junk food and always eat complex carbs like whole wheats and grains.
it becomes a lifestyle and not a diet, it is more healthy, and not only will you look better, but you will feel better and have more energy.. you are a reflection of what you eat, and how you live, and if you eat right and exersize right, you cant be fat.. its just not possible.. i have heard all the excuses but in reality unless you have a severe medical condtion like thyroid problems then you cant go wrong..
just try it out and tweak it, do some research on nutrition and ketosis.. but i promise you bro you dont wanna go down the drug path, it is a dark road to nowhere, and you will regret it till the day you die... if you try what i listed above, i promise you that you will lose 15-20 lbs in 3 weeks to a month.. thats if you really hit it hard.. but the thing is you can say what you want to everone else, but you cant lie to yourself.. good luck brotha