Well at this point not getting the rejection letter is a good sign. The guy at the glass shop I work in is still waiting to hear about his. I didn't have the cash to mail order, I'm hoping to get online tickets for one of the nights atleast. I honestly might make the drive just to meet some new friends even if I don't get the tickets. I've got a place to stay in Chicago so it wouldn't be a huge deal and theres always stuff to do up there. Are you planning getting up there thursday or friday?
Seems from what I read on the last page you had a good time?
I'm due for a good heavy trip, I've only ate like 2 hits the last few times I've tripped. I've been trying to conserve the liquid I have left from this summer, the love puddle is getting small in the bottle.
yeah it was good time, i fucking love acid. heres my trip story
Might be a bit long, but hey, people been after writing 2443 pages of a stupid ass story about romantic vampires and a teenage girl.
Got off work early only had 3 hours, got something to eat.
11:15 am - Swished the 2 hits of very clean lsd (150 ug each) around on my tongue for two minutes and gulp, down the hatch. Snowing heavily outside.
12 am – My mood had a very sharp increase and a powerful stimulant feel which I can only describe as a combination of being extremely high on a really giggly strain of satvia and cocaine, really anxious. Seen a bunch of crows up on the bank behind my house playing in the snow, it fascinated me greatly and made me laugh. Can't stop smiling. Limbs getting wired sensations. Felt absolutely fantastic at this point.
12:30 – More intense, what I would normally do on a daily routine at home sober became unthinkable.
12:45 – Kicking in hard, full on hallucinations, things breathing, expanding and un-expanding, the floor waving and twisting, and doing a bunch of other crazy stuff if I focused on it. One specific stain on my floor had me tripping hard, staring at it, it was turning into hexagons and other patterns, spreading across the floor to other patterns, stain looked like a 3d island of Newfoundland made out of mud at one point. Looked like there was some kind of ancient language written all over a piece of white copy paper. Strong feeling of disconnection of my mind from body.
2 pm – Went for a walk even though my brother told me there’s no point, that I'm just gonna break my neck on the ice all around the house (he didn't know I was tripping, figured I’d be best off not telling him cause he'd just send me into a bad trip) peaking hardcore feeling like literately the whole world was watching me when I went outside, first thing I do is slip on my ass, and slid down my driveway. Covered in snow I yell “WHAT THE FUCK” kind of laughing it off at the same time cause it really tripped me out, got a wave of anxiety that there was bald ass smooth ice everywhere (which there was) and that I was gonna slip a bunch more times (which I did) also got hit by a wave of anxiety that everybody in town was watching me thinking “whats that dumb ass doing” which never happens when your drunk falling down everywhere. Mind was racing, can't explain in words how amazing it was walking around in the snow tripping out looking at the ice.
2:20 pm – Walked back in the house covered in snow head to toe, went downstairs and the carpet immediately cause my vision, crazy unexplainable patterns left me staring for ten minutes straight.
2:30 pm – Got bad stomach discomfort and really bad anxiety about what the people in town thought of me falling down like literately like six times on the ice, still worth it though. lid down on my bed and thought I was a giant resting its head between two mountains.
3 pm - I snapped back to reality and felt almost sober for a second before the swirls and patterns returned and the powerful psychological effects of LSD.
3-5 pm stared at the trippy ass stain on my floor again and listened to music like I never heard before in my life. Songs such ass Lucy in the sky with diamonds, Pink Floyd – breath, and last but definitely not least Allfrumtha i – county jail.
6 pm – Decided to get something to eat, thought maybe hunger was the reason for stomach discomfort, Eggo's with syrup, pieces of eggo looks like its made out of Styrofoam.
6-9 pm – still some minor visual effects, a few waves when I looked at things, good mood for the rest of the night.
Conclusion: Definitely think it was worth it, opened my eyes to a lot of things I wouldn't of seen otherwise, learned to appreciate the small things in life.