• Here is a link to the full explanation: https://rollitup.org/t/welcome-back-did-you-try-turning-it-off-and-on-again.1104810/

Multiple spirit guides? (non-believers please don't comment)

eye exaggerate

eye exaggerate

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...sam, if this was everyday waking life, oh yeah. But, in dreams or altered states? Looking for the line that he crossed from the experience to negative action. This in no way attempts to negate what you said about bp, to be clear.
 
Samwell Seed Well

Samwell Seed Well

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very true, enlightened states are very real and interesting . . . this is not that this is a permanent bad wiring job in the brain and only gets worse . . when in a BP manic state you dont become more enlightened, you become less cognitive . . . it may take months until a incident happens that winds you up in jail or hospital but the hospital is normally where you end up . .and it ain t cheap those bills . . . .and is detrimental to familey and loved ones as they try to talk to you thinking your your not manic . . . and only gettign manic you . . its really scary . . but on with the show i guess
 
Canna Sylvan

Canna Sylvan

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Samwell Seed Well said:
i know it sucks and i know the manic episodes to you seem like a the most healthy option . . after a few years of being like this you will realize all that you have lost and done

get help it takes a while to find a bi polar med that works for an individual it is not a once pill helps all . . .so you will have to work at it . . my ability to write does not live in teh real world . . you do and my bad writing and grammar to not cause problems in the world your bi polar condition if not treated will

sorry to say buddy you are going to have to work at it for life
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Examine your quoted post and compare it to my previous post. Does what I write sound like that of a mentally maladjusted individual?

I've realized being bi-polar is no more different than when your average person over eats at an all you can eat buffet. No one would call that inappropriate behavior, if done rarely.

Bipolar just means you feel emotions in a seemingly random manner compared to those without our so called condition.

I've come to accept it's a personality trait. If one person is an outgoing extrovert, no one would recommend his bookworm homebody friend take meds. But once one's personality deviates from the accepted range others call normal, those people are requested to seek help.

Why don't you seek medical help for your lack of proper communication ability? That shit you write just ain't normal! Especially all those, "....," you interject for no apparent reason.
 
eye exaggerate

eye exaggerate

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Samwell Seed Well said:
very true, enlightened states are very real and interesting . . . this is not that this is a permanent bad wiring job in the brain and only gets worse . . when in a BP manic state you dont become more enlightened, you become less cognitive . . . it may take months until a incident happens that winds you up in jail or hospital but the hospital is normally where you end up . .and it ain t cheap those bills . . . .and is detrimental to familey and loved ones as they try to talk to you thinking your your not manic . . . and only gettign manic you . . its really scary . . but on with the show i guess
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...totally fair, man. Ran a good portion of the gamut, I can tell you it is not fun. Very lucky to be alive, still with my wife, a dad, etc...
 
Zaehet Strife

Zaehet Strife

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I have a friend who hears voices talking to her in her head. She says they tell her they want to hurt her, kinda freaked me out lol.
 
dmoose

dmoose

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Canna Sylvan said:
A few days ago, I got really high. So I decided to meditate. My experience, which is the best I can describe it, came next.

At first nothing happened. Then I saw these purplish glowing dots. One by one these dots turned into humans, elves, animals, etc. But they looked like one color purple holograms. The dots then returned as dots and completely surrounded me. They became a tunnel. I felt like I was floating off my chair. I was still aware I was in the chair.

Soon I forgot the chair. I was weightless and traveling in space. I became aware there was another presence. It was a good warm feeling. But it was a dark evil too. It was everything. It communicated without words what it called itself, The Devine.

The dark room I was in turned to a bright light and I stepped onto a desert like ground. The colors were beyond real and more vibrant.

My spirit guide was there, along with not quite a hundred others. But they were human animal hybrids like the Egyptian or Native American have. There were green cactus and blue, red and white flowers.

At first they didn't notice me. But once they did, they sent me back. As I was coming to, they spoke to me. They invited me to experience their way. But I freaked out. I was so close. The closer I got, the faster my heart raced. It felt like I was dying. Then I just opened my eyes. The room was pitch dark again.

I went to my room and fell into a deep sleep. All I was left with was a feeling of what kind of bizarre experience I had.
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Practice going to that place until you can do it sober and instantly, for this is the place of Knowledge and Healing.

Namaste
 
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meechz 024

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"The closer I got, the faster my heart raced. It felt like I was dying. Then I just opened my eyes"


had that exact same thing happen to me when it was my first time transitioning into meditation. My mind was completely at ease, I had emptied every thought out entirely and was able to block out incoming thoughts. As I was fading away, my heart rate got rapid to the point where I had to open my eyes out of fear.

So fucking regret doing that.
 
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