lol somehow I ended up whatching the Grimm version of cinderella that night.... awkward and mystical at the same time, shrooms > me.
I mean I've done alot of drugs in my life, but that night was the first time I started realy BELIEVING in the magic part of magic mushrooms...
Those things are sooooooo clever, fuggers disguise themselves as drugs at low doses.
I'd honestly rather just have a few beers than takeing say 2g of shrooms, and I don;t even like drinking.
People often don;t know what they want, to have a mystical experience is often a deeply unsettleing thing, and is normally preceeded by the lowest depths your mind could handle.
Its kind of like people say, you need a cathartic or catastrofic failure before most people CHANGE. If you want cathartic, eat enough shrooms. That being said, the wave after wave of orgasmic AH HA moments that followed for hours once I stabelized and reached that "higher level of thinking" was the most euphoric experience of my life. I was reduced to a laughing crying mess, yet more sane than I ever were before. Shit I didn'e even have a cigarette for like 4 days, with no difficulty.
After about 6 hours I was more or less back to baseline, but not the same person that set off on the voyage. The more experienced guys will notice that I have just skipped quickly over the harder parts of the discussion, this is a rite of passage that is between you and you, and is of virtualy no relevance to anyone else. As each one of us lives in a slightly diffirent universe in which and infinate number of things are experienced and percieved diffirently, in an infinate number of ways, without disturbing the pattern of the fractal.
I know its gonna be asked; what strain? TK - Transkei. They are the strongest cubensis I know of, and the effect is totaly unlike any other cube, to the extent that me and my entheo swapping ring have often debated if it realy is a cube at all. 1g of this will have you tripping like 3 to 4g of regular joe cubes.
Very little of the trip is visual, allthough it will at timeschange walls, roofs and floors into transparent portals into other worlds...