Im not really that down man...i do appreciate the comment.
I tend to expect the worst possible outcome and then ur down and no where to go but up.
The downside is i only have the 2 bodhis one chucky and one solo in my buddys flower room so after he takes his 50% i wont have that much to tide me over.
I did manage to take 30 clones off the known females for the next run.
Now i have to bide my time and start saving up for my seed list.
Im hoping to move into my first actual house and i will be stockpiling alot for that to get going.