BackDoorMan
Well-Known Member
So today is my first day with no marijuana.. i've been up maybe ten minutes, and i've gotta be honest... I think murder is very real possibility.. how the fuk do you do it without the weed?
I gotta say.....it was easier for me to quit doing coke than it is to stop smoking weed.......I mean I know its not nearly as addictive as coke but weed has been a HUGE staple in my life since I was about 14....coke came and went for about 3 years and one day I woke up, couldn't breathe through my nose and I said "fuck this!" haven't done coke since......My problem is finding a good enough reason to stop smoking weed.....I don't spend much money on it, doesn't effect my ability to hold a job, doesn't make me sick, doesn't clog my nose up. I can't think of one reason why I should quit smoking weedI should be out by now. But by total luck I fell into about 4 grams which has to last me three months. Needless to say I'm going to be without for a while. It's all about willpower dude.
Think about it this way.
At least you're not trying to get off coke. THAT is a challenge.
Back door man hu? what are you trying to tell us with that?
to treat your girl right, cause "Jodi" is a real person.....
backdoor; i feel you bro, been having alot of days of sobriety lately... not my choice though, so as soon as i can spark one, i'll put it in the air along with my best hopes for what you are trying to accomplish in life.... holla at me sometime bro
true to that. weed doesnt affect the physical aspect but it sure does have a mental battle. u get so use to associating weed with almost everything u do, you can do it anyone can, just remember there is always someone else out there in a worse spot and if they succeeded so can you.going without weed doesnt affect me too much. going without opiates is a real bitch. good luck.
You're living the dream, man.Lmao.. thats right.. cause if you don't watch it I could be slippin in the backdoor as you're on your way out tha back...lol... you my nigga...
I went and took my assessment tests today.. and passed... so I'm going to take the placement test next thursday and i'll start school in January... I can't wait... i' super fuckin stoked... first cali, now college.. who says dreams don't come true? I don't miss the weed really.. my cousin gave me some today, and it's sitting in my dresser, untouched... i'mma hold it for him until he runs out and then give it back to him...
I can't believe i'm going to college... thats the shit..
Thanks to everyone thats got my back...