Well it's been a whole day off opiates.
I left work early.
I have benaydryl and immodium for later.\
Right now I have a mountain og gabapentyn and some sativa I think good bud.
lost my glass pipe, lol.
got my one toke fake cigarette.
pain in legs unbearable. i ate all the meds early for christmas. hehe. happens every other month. now I got 3 days till they get here.
i am trying to go off altogether with my first crop harvest. that is in a month.
maybe i could do it now. i already am feeling out the cirty which I am a sorta returning home too for dope.
street dope. ow.
i am taking morphine sulphate oxycodone tramadol and gabapentyn a month. i take like 10mg of oxycodone ir, 60 to 90 mg of morphine sulphate, 400-500 mg of tramadol a day. some days i go overboard. seems to happen every other time. the weed helps.
hard to choose weed over pills. i used to though in high school. need to pick it up again. hehehehe
so i am just bored and sleepy. got problems with my grow
. i dont want to deal with. lol. damn filters are failing. anyway,
i bet their a lot of me. withdrawing for a few days every other month. waiting till the pills get here.