New weed nerd here!

Lots of counseling! I def did things that come back to me in my sleep. I really want to enjoy life again... I studied pastoral ministry in college but I got kicked out, and I think it made me more bitter. From my research PTSD is from adrenaline scaring the hippocampus and amygdala causing memory problems and overactive adrenal glands... When I get excited, I get a super dose of adrenaline. There is always a crash afterwards.

MustangStudFarm said:

Lots of counseling! I def did things that come back to me in my sleep. I really want to enjoy life again... I studied pastoral ministry in college but I got kicked out, and I think it made me more bitter. From my research PTSD is from adrenaline scaring the hippocampus and amygdala causing memory problems and overactive adrenal glands... When I get excited, I get a super dose of adrenaline. There is always a crash afterwards.

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Hey Mustang. It looks to me like you spent a lifetime working to develop that adrenaline rush thru the military. IMO, you need a way to release that adrenaline buildup on a daily basis. I imagine it can be done in a variety of different ways. Maybe a very intense weight lifting work out could disapate it. I have found that my anger issues are indeed wrapped around adrenaline release. I used to play foosball to burn it out. I certainly don't have your issues and I hope that my little way of coping with the BS can help you. BTW, Welcome " Weed Nerd "
Tiger

MustangStudFarm said:

Lots of counseling! I def did things that come back to me in my sleep. I really want to enjoy life again... I studied pastoral ministry in college but I got kicked out, and I think it made me more bitter. From my research PTSD is from adrenaline scaring the hippocampus and amygdala causing memory problems and overactive adrenal glands... When I get excited, I get a super dose of adrenaline. There is always a crash afterwards.

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I know your feels man. I try and explain it to people all the time. I've come up with this saying: No life is sweeter than one nearly lost. I think that is my best sentence to describe war and the events that happen during such.

Thats cool someone could relate! I was hoping that this post was just going to drift away and be forgotten. I want people to know that I am not a spouse abuser or anything. I feel that those kind are very cowardly... Thanks for the kind words. I felt like I had a pretty bad first impression.

I wouldn't stress it. It's the internet after all. You keep on here learning as much as you can. I'm on here to socialize mostly but I still manage to learn something almost every day.

any weednerd is a friend of mine welcome to RUI !!!! theres lots of douches on here but even more great people with great knowledge to share! dont go to the politics section!! those guys are vicious!! haha

I started 2 space candy's ND 1 marion berry about two weeks ago anxiously waiting for them to b old enought to sex

I got a pack of that space candy for the attitude 4/20 promo, you should start a journal so I can follow your grow. Pretty interested in this ctoss

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NT to gud with writeing notes or writing period.. But hav been wanting to start a journal... I guess its time to start LOL

Welcome Mustang.

Some anger management problems you said? then QUERKLE would be the perfect strain for you.
Peace of mind with querkle, for your future purchase

Lot of good infos here on riu.

Cheers

Welcome to RIU, and obviously you know the history of sub and the drama associated. I will forever be in debt to all who help me along this path of suffering on earth here. Sub helped me grow strong medicine to help me deal with anger and rejection issues we ALL have in various degrees.

Careful on using size as an advantage, some people don't run, they shoot.

I didnt realize that this thread was still active? I realize that it was only one person that was being a dick. I have seen him a couple of times and ran him off.

This Hidden Creature said:

Welcome Mustang.

Some anger management problems you said? then QUERKLE would be the perfect strain for you.
Peace of mind with querkle, for your future purchase

Lot of good infos here on riu.

Cheers

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I am always looking for that "next seed purchase", so I will keep Querkle in mind.

Swiller said:

Welcome to RIU, and obviously you know the history of sub and the drama associated. I will forever be in debt to all who help me along this path of suffering on earth here. Sub helped me grow strong medicine to help me deal with anger and rejection issues we ALL have in various degrees.

Careful on using size as an advantage, some people don't run, they shoot.

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I realize that people do carry guns and they are probably more fucked than I am. I am not really a hot head. I just get mad when someone goes out of their way to mess with me or anyone else. I have a deep hate for jackasses and people who think that they are superior.

I had been a member on here for about 3yrs and I started watching the weed nerd about the same time I posted this thread. I thought that it was the coolest shit. I guess that I could see how he could offend people. To be honest, I thought he was from Spain. Dont ask me why or how I got that conclusion. I watched the weed nerd and I was like "shit no, this is a country boy" and there was no hiding it. It felt like family to me... I need to move to Oregon or something. My state laws are killing me. Sub brought that up in one of the episodes, "If you love pot, you will move"!