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Indacouch

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u do not understand bi polar .......i can not take the chance of cursing anouther person with this .....i am not the lucky kind that gets 1/3 of a normal life before it kicks in .....i am the kind that gets hair on the balls and head just goes out the left door

how to put ......u get the urge to silt your fore arm open and then ripp the 2 bones apart becuase u are that depressed......or u act like on pcp becuase u are on a high lvl (think of the day u felt the best ever did for what ever reason ......now take the reason away and go on random times)

it is in my genetics and it will be passed down to the kid ......bi polar is a dominate trait factor .......even if i find the perfect lady with no trace of this on her side it is a 50/50 shot of being like me


the best i can hope is meet a lady had her kids and she is happy .......if they kids want to call me dad i treat like my own
otherwise looking for a lady that can not have kids .......she might want to adopt i am cool with that .....i am down for taken a older kid too no diapers wipes own ass i count that as a bonus
Hey you could even adopt or find a nice lady with kids old enough to mow the lawn etc etc etc .......
 

justugh

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Yeah, but what I was saying is I will get her pregnant and you can have the kid. :) I don't have any mental illness in my family and STD free. :)
if going to do that use older brother dna so it is family (that way do not have to track u down for a kindey lope of liver or anything else)...good chance some of my parts might be good ......hell dad was 73 and they took his eyes for 2 other ppl to see (he said if they have use for the parts they are welcome to them)

out of the 3 kids they had i was only one to get hit .......could be from genetics could be the fact i was born dead 2 and half months early in 79 (had depression in the womb hung myself with the cord ) both of my uncles on both sides were like me
1 was the first man in maryland to get a liver transplant at john hopkins and was the longest living survivor until he died...father
2 one took a shotgun and ate it by the time he was 28....mother
 

mr sunshine

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if going to do that use older brother dna so it is family (that way do not have to track u down for a kindey lope of liver or anything else)...good chance some of my parts might be good ......hell dad was 73 and they took his eyes for 2 other ppl to see (he said if they have use for the parts they are welcome to them)

out of the 3 kids they had i was only one to get hit .......could be from genetics could be the fact i was born dead 2 and half months early in 79 (had depression in the womb hung myself with the cord ) both of my uncles on both sides were like me
1 was the first man in maryland to get a liver transplant at john hopkins and was the longest living survivor until he died...father
2 one took a shotgun and ate it by the time he was 28....mother
You're offspring can be perfectly fine, I wouldn't worry about it. Worst case scenario you make a few serial killer's, oh well, thats nothing new. If you dont Believe me you can Turn of the tv. also ,dont put limits on your cock, it only works for a little while. You know what gets girls pregnant? Cream pies, dont turn your back on creampies. Thats weird.
 

whitebb2727

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You're offspring can be perfectly fine, I wouldn't worry about it. Worst case scenario you make a few serial killer's, oh well, thats nothing new. If you dont Believe me you can Turn of the tv. also ,dont put limits on your cock, it only works for a little while. You know what gets girls pregnant? Cream pies, dont turn your back on creampies. Thats weird.
Every time a girl told me to bust in her my pecker would get harder. That shit really turns you on.

Noting hotter than a girl telling you " come in my pussy, get me pregnant."
 

justugh

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You're offspring can be perfectly fine, I wouldn't worry about it. Worst case scenario you make a few serial killer's, oh well, thats nothing new. If you dont Believe me you can Turn of the tv. also ,dont put limits on your cock, it only works for a little while. You know what gets girls pregnant? Cream pies, dont turn your back on creampies. Thats weird.
no the worst thing .......they come out like me the world beats them down untill the rage takes over and they use their minds to cause havoc and hell on earth
u do not know how easy it is to get things ......to learn simple little bits of info that can allow it to control the outcome into your favor

my mom sawl what i was turning into and made me promise not to go that far ever again ......as my mom and southern baptist i full believe she will rise from the lead casket go tho 6 feet of earth and track my as down to where ever i am and kill me

fbi record by the time i was 13 ........i have had the talks with them ......hell i even been nice and pointed out a huge flaw i know about in the system energy grid 20 ppl timed could take down USA power grid .....really easy now a days with drones hell one person could do it just need every drone to have a power station supplying before lift off but a programmed flight on a timer system is simple enough nsa agent i told it got a promotion ...that was the old version tho with cars ....this is before the Mexican cartels used it down there ...same idea but bigger scale ........most ppl do not know that the grid is more then 50 years old and was not designed to run this much power that items today take ......instead of actual overhaul up grades they slap on patches allowing it adjust best can .....this puts certain relay and switches under a great deal of strain not if u were to hit them all same time it will cause a over load on the whole grid....i know this because my father worked in building nuclear plants until they stopped that (i reported it i did the right thing ....i am sure they thought of a counter for drones not a traitor or crazy bearded guy wants to blow u up for region reasons)

now the things a simple bio chem 1st year student can do with soy bean or a chickens egg ......not saying or given anyone the idea ( but i am shocked at isis they are chicken shit they have had the time and money a evil me could of done so much better)

oh the fbi at 13 was i was making my own explosives ........fishing and there is a creek here running tho a clay bed (nice natural spring ) ....have u ever tried hand digging clay and forest floor ........so a few potholes dug in a pattern ......little mix i know a few bullets and a rocket motor stater extra wire ......had our self little swimming hole ....minos and crawlfish too............it was all well and fine until my oldest friend older brother called the cops on me and they caught me in the act of making it (i took the hit buddies did not get records or heavy charges)

i learn shit i read i ask questions no stop since i could .....i had the net since 98 back in the days of dos Mirc and FTP accounts dail up ......anything that pops in my head i can track it down read it learn about it ....internet or undernet sites

i been checked and deemed not a risk ......now my kids .........if i can figure this out they will to and be much better at then me if does not get dyslexic ....code writing was something i never could do well always had to work off someone then modify and that took a few trail and errors ....love it understand it can not do it 3 days to write a simple virus to open a back port back in the days before half of these protocols were even thought of ....so much simpler then

NO

u know the side effects of the so called medicines for bi polar .....kindey liver shut down weight gain hair lose memory and verbal skill diminish permit twitches/ticks from muscle spams .....it not medicine it is a method of keeping us drug ....half the shit is anti seizure meds (really look it up the shit is horrible ) .......or we can have a few thousand volts passed tho our brains taken out huge chucks of memory but trips a state were we seem not to get depressed for about 5-7 years need new zap ECT

the same thing will happen they will classify them then they start the pills and blood test then u go in and talk to doctors about shit ....they will run tho the battery of drugs taken them up to lethal doses in side effect range then change it to something else keep going until they find something to make control able .......as u are a teen with raging hormones plus head going sideways ..........huge chunk of my memory is gone and it is due to the legal proscribed drugs or psycho tramua from doing what i had to care for mother 14-16 gone no idea 16 is when i refused to take another damn doctor pill again .(fucked my body i have a super slow energy use if i eat more then 1 time a day i will just get fatter.......depokote 3200 mgs a day after my mind cleared it was to late permit ... lost my hair thinned out .before i was 20 due to it ) i was a swimmer i made state regional before i was 12 2 times 2nd and 3rd matt white beat me out for first same team tho

the bi polar and the meds to fix it are just a double whammy on a person life .........a most ppl that show this is not until 30 -35 but a some like me get it when we hit puberty(everything is taken away and u can not control it u can not understand and they just keep drugging u up so seem normal )

no it is hell .....your choices are shit and the ending is always going to be the same .......at some dark low point the last safety block u put in will break .....robin williams is a exp

that is the worst that can happen ....serial killers are nothing maybe 100 ppl to small scale to easy......would not be my kids style as they are my kids i will rub off if left around them ( i know i have no filter so i ask the parnet how things are to be played so i do not offen the kid by saying the truth when they think santa is real so on)
 

justugh

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oh one piece of good news

neice had her 2nd kid .......she named her after my family she got to meet as the first was named off his family that have died
emma sophia jay .....sophia for brother stephen and jay for father jay ....with held last name
for the ladies to coo
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telling u now envy full head of hair from day one and gets to suck on a boob for next 2 years lucky

(no worries not blood ........no chance of me ) .......as for nephew so far so good .....no where was willful as i was so cross your finger...worst case i have partner to grow the plants
 

mr sunshine

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no the worst thing .......they come out like me the world beats them down untill the rage takes over and they use their minds to cause havoc and hell on earth
u do not know how easy it is to get things ......to learn simple little bits of info that can allow it to control the outcome into your favor

my mom sawl what i was turning into and made me promise not to go that far ever again ......as my mom and southern baptist i full believe she will rise from the lead casket go tho 6 feet of earth and track my as down to where ever i am and kill me

fbi record by the time i was 13 ........i have had the talks with them ......hell i even been nice and pointed out a huge flaw i know about in the system energy grid 20 ppl timed could take down USA power grid .....really easy now a days with drones hell one person could do it just need every drone to have a power station supplying before lift off but a programmed flight on a timer system is simple enough nsa agent i told it got a promotion ...that was the old version tho with cars ....this is before the Mexican cartels used it down there ...same idea but bigger scale ........most ppl do not know that the grid is more then 50 years old and was not designed to run this much power that items today take ......instead of actual overhaul up grades they slap on patches allowing it adjust best can .....this puts certain relay and switches under a great deal of strain not if u were to hit them all same time it will cause a over load on the whole grid....i know this because my father worked in building nuclear plants until they stopped that (i reported it i did the right thing ....i am sure they thought of a counter for drones not a traitor or crazy bearded guy wants to blow u up for region reasons)

now the things a simple bio chem 1st year student can do with soy bean or a chickens egg ......not saying or given anyone the idea ( but i am shocked at isis they are chicken shit they have had the time and money a evil me could of done so much better)

oh the fbi at 13 was i was making my own explosives ........fishing and there is a creek here running tho a clay bed (nice natural spring ) ....have u ever tried hand digging clay and forest floor ........so a few potholes dug in a pattern ......little mix i know a few bullets and a rocket motor stater extra wire ......had our self little swimming hole ....minos and crawlfish too............it was all well and fine until my oldest friend older brother called the cops on me and they caught me in the act of making it (i took the hit buddies did not get records or heavy charges)

i learn shit i read i ask questions no stop since i could .....i had the net since 98 back in the days of dos Mirc and FTP accounts dail up ......anything that pops in my head i can track it down read it learn about it ....internet or undernet sites

i been checked and deemed not a risk ......now my kids .........if i can figure this out they will to and be much better at then me if does not get dyslexic ....code writing was something i never could do well always had to work off someone then modify and that took a few trail and errors ....love it understand it can not do it 3 days to write a simple virus to open a back port back in the days before half of these protocols were even thought of ....so much simpler then

NO

u know the side effects of the so called medicines for bi polar .....kindey liver shut down weight gain hair lose memory and verbal skill diminish permit twitches/ticks from muscle spams .....it not medicine it is a method of keeping us drug ....half the shit is anti seizure meds (really look it up the shit is horrible ) .......or we can have a few thousand volts passed tho our brains taken out huge chucks of memory but trips a state were we seem not to get depressed for about 5-7 years need new zap ECT

the same thing will happen they will classify them then they start the pills and blood test then u go in and talk to doctors about shit ....they will run tho the battery of drugs taken them up to lethal doses in side effect range then change it to something else keep going until they find something to make control able .......as u are a teen with raging hormones plus head going sideways ..........huge chunk of my memory is gone and it is due to the legal proscribed drugs or psycho tramua from doing what i had to care for mother 14-16 gone no idea 16 is when i refused to take another damn doctor pill again .(fucked my body i have a super slow energy use if i eat more then 1 time a day i will just get fatter.......depokote 3200 mgs a day after my mind cleared it was to late permit ... lost my hair thinned out .before i was 20 due to it ) i was a swimmer i made state regional before i was 12 2 times 2nd and 3rd matt white beat me out for first same team tho

the bi polar and the meds to fix it are just a double whammy on a person life .........a most ppl that show this is not until 30 -35 but a some like me get it when we hit puberty(everything is taken away and u can not control it u can not understand and they just keep drugging u up so seem normal )

no it is hell .....your choices are shit and the ending is always going to be the same .......at some dark low point the last safety block u put in will break .....robin williams is a exp

that is the worst that can happen ....serial killers are nothing maybe 100 ppl to small scale to easy......would not be my kids style as they are my kids i will rub off if left around them ( i know i have no filter so i ask the parnet how things are to be played so i do not offen the kid by saying the truth when they think santa is real so on)
The thing is even if you kill thirty or forty people before you get got, nobody fucking cares. You can snap and kill a hundred nobody gives a fuck And nobody ever will. Life's short you amish muthafucker stop being so scared. Your kids might have something to offer the world, dont let your brain that you admit is severely fucked up, make irrational decisions. Go with the flow!
 

bluntmassa1

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no the worst thing .......they come out like me the world beats them down untill the rage takes over and they use their minds to cause havoc and hell on earth
u do not know how easy it is to get things ......to learn simple little bits of info that can allow it to control the outcome into your favor

my mom sawl what i was turning into and made me promise not to go that far ever again ......as my mom and southern baptist i full believe she will rise from the lead casket go tho 6 feet of earth and track my as down to where ever i am and kill me

fbi record by the time i was 13 ........i have had the talks with them ......hell i even been nice and pointed out a huge flaw i know about in the system energy grid 20 ppl timed could take down USA power grid .....really easy now a days with drones hell one person could do it just need every drone to have a power station supplying before lift off but a programmed flight on a timer system is simple enough nsa agent i told it got a promotion ...that was the old version tho with cars ....this is before the Mexican cartels used it down there ...same idea but bigger scale ........most ppl do not know that the grid is more then 50 years old and was not designed to run this much power that items today take ......instead of actual overhaul up grades they slap on patches allowing it adjust best can .....this puts certain relay and switches under a great deal of strain not if u were to hit them all same time it will cause a over load on the whole grid....i know this because my father worked in building nuclear plants until they stopped that (i reported it i did the right thing ....i am sure they thought of a counter for drones not a traitor or crazy bearded guy wants to blow u up for region reasons)

now the things a simple bio chem 1st year student can do with soy bean or a chickens egg ......not saying or given anyone the idea ( but i am shocked at isis they are chicken shit they have had the time and money a evil me could of done so much better)

oh the fbi at 13 was i was making my own explosives ........fishing and there is a creek here running tho a clay bed (nice natural spring ) ....have u ever tried hand digging clay and forest floor ........so a few potholes dug in a pattern ......little mix i know a few bullets and a rocket motor stater extra wire ......had our self little swimming hole ....minos and crawlfish too............it was all well and fine until my oldest friend older brother called the cops on me and they caught me in the act of making it (i took the hit buddies did not get records or heavy charges)

i learn shit i read i ask questions no stop since i could .....i had the net since 98 back in the days of dos Mirc and FTP accounts dail up ......anything that pops in my head i can track it down read it learn about it ....internet or undernet sites

i been checked and deemed not a risk ......now my kids .........if i can figure this out they will to and be much better at then me if does not get dyslexic ....code writing was something i never could do well always had to work off someone then modify and that took a few trail and errors ....love it understand it can not do it 3 days to write a simple virus to open a back port back in the days before half of these protocols were even thought of ....so much simpler then

NO

u know the side effects of the so called medicines for bi polar .....kindey liver shut down weight gain hair lose memory and verbal skill diminish permit twitches/ticks from muscle spams .....it not medicine it is a method of keeping us drug ....half the shit is anti seizure meds (really look it up the shit is horrible ) .......or we can have a few thousand volts passed tho our brains taken out huge chucks of memory but trips a state were we seem not to get depressed for about 5-7 years need new zap ECT

the same thing will happen they will classify them then they start the pills and blood test then u go in and talk to doctors about shit ....they will run tho the battery of drugs taken them up to lethal doses in side effect range then change it to something else keep going until they find something to make control able .......as u are a teen with raging hormones plus head going sideways ..........huge chunk of my memory is gone and it is due to the legal proscribed drugs or psycho tramua from doing what i had to care for mother 14-16 gone no idea 16 is when i refused to take another damn doctor pill again .(fucked my body i have a super slow energy use if i eat more then 1 time a day i will just get fatter.......depokote 3200 mgs a day after my mind cleared it was to late permit ... lost my hair thinned out .before i was 20 due to it ) i was a swimmer i made state regional before i was 12 2 times 2nd and 3rd matt white beat me out for first same team tho

the bi polar and the meds to fix it are just a double whammy on a person life .........a most ppl that show this is not until 30 -35 but a some like me get it when we hit puberty(everything is taken away and u can not control it u can not understand and they just keep drugging u up so seem normal )

no it is hell .....your choices are shit and the ending is always going to be the same .......at some dark low point the last safety block u put in will break .....robin williams is a exp

that is the worst that can happen ....serial killers are nothing maybe 100 ppl to small scale to easy......would not be my kids style as they are my kids i will rub off if left around them ( i know i have no filter so i ask the parnet how things are to be played so i do not offen the kid by saying the truth when they think santa is real so on)
Don't be so hard on yourself I would love to kill some people myself and I'm perfectly sane and happy. See :)

Just rock out with your cock out and go with the flow.
 

justugh

Well-Known Member
The thing is even if you kill thirty or forty people before you get got, nobody fucking cares. You can snap and kill a hundred nobody gives a fuck And nobody ever will. Life's short you amish muthafucker stop being so scared. Your kids might have something to offer the world, dont let your brain that you admit is severely fucked up, make irrational decisions. Go with the flow!
i understand what u are trying to say but u are not getting me

say tomorrow 2 pm the grid was hit .......it would be 12 to 15 months before power is restored to the country (the back surge will take out everything the system will try to switch over to back ups so does not overload but they were taken out same times as the mains ....resulting in back feed in the system breaking everything including the gennies ).....anyone in usa can get the plans to locate the sub stations in the library of congress......hell i can get the plans for a neutron bomb from there like china did in the 90s (cool part they have ever comic ever made and u can read them )
no 20 or 30 death try 20 or 30 thousand most like just below 100 thousand with in first week

civilization is only 9 meals away from anarchy.....google it not me saying it but alot of ppl with alphabet be hide their names

u might need to live in fear but i have too i always have to keep check on my rage on my temper ......u have those social impulse controls where u think before your actions ....my name they know me by in this area has 2 thing to the rep
1 i am strait up ..honest and i sell at a good price u get some strong shit
2 i am fucking nutz do not start something with me

4 times i rem a gun being held to the side of my head and 4 times i rem screaming fucking pull the trigger u fucking pussy pull a gun on me pull use it do it now now now now ......none of them did and all of them were stabbed (i like blades more then guns anyone can pull a trigger takes skill to get close with a blade) ..........that is what my mom found out the last one and made me promise not too anymore since then i have not done anything but hyper extend a few knees and broke a few jawls ......i have no fear of admitting to it as no charges were ever filed and the limits on time has more then passed

if i do not live in fear of my darker side the rest of the world would have too
 

mr sunshine

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i understand what u are trying to say but u are not getting me

say tomorrow 2 pm the grid was hit .......it would be 12 to 15 months before power is restored to the country (the back surge will take out everything the system will try to switch over to back ups so does not overload but they were taken out same times as the mains ....resulting in back feed in the system breaking everything including the gennies ).....anyone in usa can get the plans to locate the sub stations in the library of congress......hell i can get the plans for a neutron bomb from there like china did in the 90s (cool part they have ever comic ever made and u can read them )
no 20 or 30 death try 20 or 30 thousand most like just below 100 thousand with in first week

civilization is only 9 meals away from anarchy.....google it not me saying it but alot of ppl with alphabet be hide their names

u might need to live in fear but i have too i always have to keep check on my rage on my temper ......u have those social impulse controls where u think before your actions ....my name they know me by in this area has 2 thing to the rep
1 i am strait up ..honest and i sell at a good price u get some strong shit
2 i am fucking nutz do not start something with me

4 times i rem a gun being held to the side of my head and 4 times i rem screaming fucking pull the trigger u fucking pussy pull a gun on me pull use it do it now now now now ......none of them did and all of them were stabbed (i like blades more then guns anyone can pull a trigger takes skill to get close with a blade) ..........that is what my mom found out the last one and made me promise not too anymore since then i have not done anything but hyper extend a few knees and broke a few jawls ......i have no fear of admitting to it as no charges were ever filed and the limits on time has more then passed

if i do not live in fear of my darker side the rest of the world would have too
For some reason you cant wrap your brain around the fact that you're not important. You think in forty something years people are going to give a fuck about some blackout? Nobody would care about that shit ten minutes after the lights come back on. I promise you nobody cares at all, I know in your head you have the plan that will shut down the world but Believe me, you dont.


When people wage war against the government they usually end up living in caves like rats while the jets fly above ready to drop bombs on that ass. You're telling me you can shut them down with a few homemade bombs and some shit you found on the internet. Im sorry but I dont believe that you can do what armys can't. Do you see how What you're saying sounds from my point of View. Thats just not reality bro.
 

justugh

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i was once asked if i felt suicidal, or thought of ending my life...

after a few seconds thought i replied, ''not really, there's at least ten people i'd kill before i killed myself''...
oh i think about it every single day ,.......but like u i rather kill the assholes first then once they are all dead i will take self out

not a imploder a exploder
For some reason you cant wrap your brain around the fact that you're not important. You think in forty something years people are going to give a fuck about some blackout? Nobody would care about that shit ten minutes after the lights come back on. I promise you nobody cares at all, I know in your head you have the plan that will shut down the world but Believe me, you dont.


When people wage war against the government they usually end up living in caves like rats while the jets fly above ready to drop bombs on that ass. You're telling me you can shut them down with a few homemade bombs and some shit you found on the internet. Im sorry but I dont believe that you can do what armys can't. Do you see how What you're saying sounds from my point of View. Thats just not reality bro.
does take a army i do not want to rule or anything i just what to watch it all burn....the world ending is my heaven

ppl say they have god in their heart and all this other stuff but then they act on greed and own self benefiting

did u know that there are families out in the world that are immune to AIDS ....their immune system can beat it ......did u know the big pharm has them under contract that are not allowed to give blood away fro research .....they can only to one company
http://www.medicaldaily.com/hiv-immunity-genetic-variation-and-antiviral-enzymes-explain-why-some-people-are-311664

they know about it for years ........but the dna was patented and no one was allowed to work off it .......they would not anyways as curing it would cause the world population to grow even bigger (we are at the point where the land can not feed everyone as is ........a new dust bowl is coming with current farming methods) ....pop control and they make more money keeping u alive then curing the illness

the only good news is that the supreme court ruled natural dna can not be patented
https://www.genomeweb.com/clinical-genomics/us-supreme-court-strikes-down-gene-patents-allows-patenting-synthetic-dna

i have buddies in the bio chemical field .........even they know if the companies would combine the research we could cure most things now ......but no they all want to make money not help next person


i honestly bet u did not know that familes were immune to aids ........most ppl do not know it the only reason i do is i read those kind of papers

the world is not the way u think it is .......really is not there is what u let u see to distract u from what they are doing
look at american news .......most of it fluffy news shit .......to get real world news u have to go to BBC or something else

most ppl are looking down trying to keep from tripping over life they only look at their little world ..........this world could be nice but they do not want it that way they want it dog eat dog

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just think about it the big phram had a way to save a few hundert million ppl in the last 20 years .....but instead of fixing the illiness they make drugs that prolong life

to me that is lawsuit ......they could of saved someone loved one but profits are more important to them
 
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buzzardbreath

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oh i think about it every single day ,.......but like u i rather kill the assholes first then once they are all dead i will take self out

not a imploder a exploder


does take a army i do not want to rule or anything i just what to watch it all burn....the world ending is my heaven

ppl say they have god in their heart and all this other stuff but then they act on greed and own self benefiting

did u know that there are families out in the world that are immune to AIDS ....their immune system can beat it ......did u know the big pharm has them under contract that are not allowed to give blood away fro research .....they can only to one company
http://www.medicaldaily.com/hiv-immunity-genetic-variation-and-antiviral-enzymes-explain-why-some-people-are-311664

they know about it for years ........but the dna was patented and no one was allowed to work off it .......they would not anyways as curing it would cause the world population to grow even bigger (we are at the point where the land can not feed everyone as is ........a new dust bowl is coming with current farming methods) ....pop control and they make more money keeping u alive then curing the illness

the only good news is that the supreme court ruled natural dna can not be patented
https://www.genomeweb.com/clinical-genomics/us-supreme-court-strikes-down-gene-patents-allows-patenting-synthetic-dna

i have buddies in the bio chemical field .........even they know if the companies would combine the research we could cure most things now ......but no they all want to make money not help next person


i honestly bet u did not know that familes were immune to aids ........most ppl do not know it the only reason i do is i read those kind of papers

the world is not the way u think it is .......really is not there is what u let u see to distract u from what they are doing
look at american news .......most of it fluffy news shit .......to get real world news u have to go to BBC or something else

most ppl are looking down trying to keep from tripping over life they only look at their little world ..........this world could be nice but they do not want it that way they want it dog eat dog

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just think about it the big phram had a way to save a few hundert million ppl in the last 20 years .....but instead of fixing the illiness they make drugs that prolong life

to me that is lawsuit ......they could of saved someone loved one but profits are more important to them
I couldn't read all this, but I like your extreme tenacity to let your fellow internet provocatives know what's up
 

Singlemalt

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i understand what u are trying to say but u are not getting me

say tomorrow 2 pm the grid was hit .......it would be 12 to 15 months before power is restored to the country (the back surge will take out everything the system will try to switch over to back ups so does not overload but they were taken out same times as the mains ....resulting in back feed in the system breaking everything including the gennies ).....anyone in usa can get the plans to locate the sub stations in the library of congress......hell i can get the plans for a neutron bomb from there like china did in the 90s (cool part they have ever comic ever made and u can read them )
no 20 or 30 death try 20 or 30 thousand most like just below 100 thousand with in first week

civilization is only 9 meals away from anarchy.....google it not me saying it but alot of ppl with alphabet be hide their names

u might need to live in fear but i have too i always have to keep check on my rage on my temper ......u have those social impulse controls where u think before your actions ....my name they know me by in this area has 2 thing to the rep
1 i am strait up ..honest and i sell at a good price u get some strong shit
2 i am fucking nutz do not start something with me

4 times i rem a gun being held to the side of my head and 4 times i rem screaming fucking pull the trigger u fucking pussy pull a gun on me pull use it do it now now now now ......none of them did and all of them were stabbed (i like blades more then guns anyone can pull a trigger takes skill to get close with a blade) ..........that is what my mom found out the last one and made me promise not too anymore since then i have not done anything but hyper extend a few knees and broke a few jawls ......i have no fear of admitting to it as no charges were ever filed and the limits on time has more then passed

if i do not live in fear of my darker side the rest of the world would have too
Bro, every year US Universities and Colleges graduate 10000's of people that can do everything you can. Hell I can and I'm years older than you. You don't have special knowledge, certainly not the kind that makes you special enough to lose sleep over the gravity and responsibility of your unique knowledge. My point being, go out find a girl to love and have a family, stop thinking you are saving the rest of us by denial. You aren't, myself and others here have already bred a number of times :)
 

bluntmassa1

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i understand what u are trying to say but u are not getting me

say tomorrow 2 pm the grid was hit .......it would be 12 to 15 months before power is restored to the country (the back surge will take out everything the system will try to switch over to back ups so does not overload but they were taken out same times as the mains ....resulting in back feed in the system breaking everything including the gennies ).....anyone in usa can get the plans to locate the sub stations in the library of congress......hell i can get the plans for a neutron bomb from there like china did in the 90s (cool part they have ever comic ever made and u can read them )
no 20 or 30 death try 20 or 30 thousand most like just below 100 thousand with in first week

civilization is only 9 meals away from anarchy.....google it not me saying it but alot of ppl with alphabet be hide their names

u might need to live in fear but i have too i always have to keep check on my rage on my temper ......u have those social impulse controls where u think before your actions ....my name they know me by in this area has 2 thing to the rep
1 i am strait up ..honest and i sell at a good price u get some strong shit
2 i am fucking nutz do not start something with me

4 times i rem a gun being held to the side of my head and 4 times i rem screaming fucking pull the trigger u fucking pussy pull a gun on me pull use it do it now now now now ......none of them did and all of them were stabbed (i like blades more then guns anyone can pull a trigger takes skill to get close with a blade) ..........that is what my mom found out the last one and made me promise not too anymore since then i have not done anything but hyper extend a few knees and broke a few jawls ......i have no fear of admitting to it as no charges were ever filed and the limits on time has more then passed

if i do not live in fear of my darker side the rest of the world would have too
A black out sounds like fun to me do it up. No balls. :)
 
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