- I was interested to hear that you find O to be a safe alternative to junk, I would think it might set you off and running. Anyway, it seems to strengthen my feeling that just pure O is the best. Smoking 3 pipes a day with 36-48 hrs in between (or more) is said to be non-addictive.
Opium to me is a totally different thing. Smoking a bowl of opium will make me just wanna lay there for a long ass time and not do anything. The best way i can really describe it is like the worst couch lock in the world from weed, while still giving me enough mental clarity to where I can still function if I choose to.
heroin on the other hand, takes over your every thought, and is the fuel behind half of your actions. Meaning once you are hooked on it, thats all you wanna do. And once you have run out, youll be doing just about anything you can for money so you can acquire more.
While I was on heroin I couldent really sit still. Like EVER....no matter how bad i needed or wanted to.
I know a lot of old reformed smack addicts that a bowl of opium would drive them screaming back to put heroin up their nose or in their arms but for some reason with me it takes the urge to do heroin away. I can sit there and be as mellow as the day i was born, and it never makes me crave any more opiates.
For some reason I still get withdrawals and i have stopped using heroin 4 years ago. I dont know if i will ever stop.....some days I wake up and out of nowhere I think "damn i could use some shit" it dosent even necessarily have to be a bad day. I generally try to ignore it but sometimes its just too damn bad. On one of those bad feeling days if i sit back and smoke a bowl of opium, or even just enough for it to get in my system, I stop feeling that way.
all in all I suppose Ive replaced the addiction with a means to deal with the way my body deals with not having heroin
hope this helps you understand it a bit more.
Opium is not the evil drug that heroin is for some reason. Maybe its just because its been left alone the way god intended/created it to be. It hasnt been reformed 3-4 times from different substances to get to that evil point.
codeine on the other hand does give me problems when i take too much of it, and it seems that all these faggot doctors out there nowa days wanna give that shit out like candy
... very flowery