Believe me I know about not telling people. When I first started about 2 years ago, the only one who knew was me, up until now. I would even tell people on these forums thats the number one rule. Well.... In my mind, i figured, Hey i dont have anything on me, this guy lives in the middle of no where, plus I dont have to worry about someone busting in on me for something and see all the equipment in my place. Then again, now he knows that I grow, so now I feel I can't grow again... So now this is my prediciment. I would say give me all my shit back, but he will always know which is something I prided myself on. I might have to take it outdoor, but where.... I dont fucking know.. This sucks!!!